Loving you

ummm...how?

2006-03-22T03:14:00.000-08:00

urghh..recently lik gort nightmare nors.sho scary one.walao.confesssion?urghhs.i jus cant accept e fact she's a gurl tt liks mie can?if euu're a guy i dunn mind.well.urghh.i also dunno how?if were tu say.abit confused?anyone out ther tu help?haishs.saddd.urghh!dunn feell ik blogging lerhhs.

duhhs

2006-02-24T20:25:00.000-08:00

oops.common test finally over lerhhs.keke.lazy mie tu reply sho many stuufs.wows.y i becoming sho qian jing arhhs?oops.better dunn say.ltr darddy jealous then i siao liaos.lols.let mie list down wad i wann buy
-three shirt frm ftb[50]
-two pants[23]
-one pair of adidas shoe[80]
-one billabong bag[60]
-more clothes[100]
-new volleyball[30]
mayb fer e time being jus lik tt oni nors.lols.already quite ex lehhs.totally 313 lehhs.wows.c.tink i better dunn spend too much money lerhhs.aiiyos.better dunn buy hors?sho ex nehhs.aiiyos.foone bill also burst lik duno wad lerhhs.aiiyos.urghh.wad's happening wors.haishx.abit pekchek.duhhs.urghh.duno wad tu write lerhhs.lazy mie.couple pigpig boiiboii n gurlgurl.lols.keke.aiiyos.tt's e pig darddy n u gort:)

keke

2006-02-19T05:14:00.000-08:00

wahs.sho long nvrr blogg lerhhs.abit lazy luhhs?no luhhs.cos nidd study marhhs.then lik also no time study kind nors?sorriiew.oops!can say tt i dunno how plan my time.

siian cg gonna multiply sooon lerhhs lehhs.saddening nehhs.haishx.sad sad sad.i wann go tu karen.i also dunno y lehs?tt's wad i've felt i shld b?dunno.lols.today heard wad pastor kong said.really v gdd.i shall b more n more forgiving.b e salt n light of e world.shine in others ways n led em tu christ.meet their needs bless em in e way i can.sacrifice! wows.i seems tu rmb.hahas.means tt i gort listen when pastor preaching lehhs.lols.i shall bring three main ppl i've been praying fer.n hoppefully tt i'll b more n more committed in my bible reading,daily devotion my tithe n oofferins.lols.hope God wil bless everone in W349!wows.he's a great God.:)lols

yupps.valentine's over nort long.i gort some presents.wad gor gor giv nu er vv sweet wors.i also wann!.lols.nvm luhhs.waiting fer ee person tt Godd will giv mie sho dunn nidd worry.darddy gav mie pig.cant blame him luhhs.i also gort him sth.lols.i tink roughly lik tt i really spent bout 100 bucks.haishx.i really sho broke worss.nidd God darddy Karen n Diana b my side tu guide mie thru.i'll study hard.i'll glorify euu Lord.i'll nort let pastor zhuang n sis karen down.n of cos Jesus! jiiayOuus worrs.now commmon test.i still gort lik playing mood.mus relly chg!going tu do quiet time soon.nites nites.oiinky!love darddy! love God.*mwahs* w349 jiayouus jiayoouus!!

wtf

2006-01-25T04:49:00.000-08:00

sho angry nors.dunn wann trust anyone anymore nors.mayb even darddy dunn wann trust.darddy promised mie wad n he....i cant tak it anymore nors.euu noe how tired i am marhhs.always cry alone who noes/who noes wad happened inside n outside mie?y darddy jus cant kp his promise.n y tt fcuking biitch mus go seduce my darddy.siince she wanns darddy sho muchh giiv her nors.im tired of tis battle lerhhs.super tiredd till i really cant tak it.dunn feel lik going church n cg anymore.maks mie super tired n totally left out.urghhh!i cant tak it.fcuking biitch.euu tinknk euu wad.stalker.fcuk.darddy.dunn blame mie nors.i realyl tried my vv best.but jus mak mie dam sad n hurt nors.tiinkk i better leave than euu giiv euu more pig's troublle.since euu say euu kp euur promise.but maks mie vv hate it nors.y mus darddy lie tu mie.euu shld noe my character better than anyone elses nors.finee!if euu tinkk tt fcuking bitch can help euu then go ahead.damm fcuk.really a bitcch.i cannt tak it nors darddy.euu gort tinkk wad'es happening.nvm.tak it ish my fcuking fault okays.fine!i hate euu! sobbs.[hurt mie again n again.betrayed my trust again n again.fcuk up life.]

wootts.

2006-01-09T17:20:00.000-08:00

wahs.skoo started sho long lehhs.oh myy.sho fun.but bit stress cos skoo started liaos lerhhs.ahhs!nvm larhhs.lols.shld b i too lazy to blog nors.aiiyos.lazy gurl marhhs.aiiyos.keke.skoo started n everyday went out wit him.cant believe nors.somemore stayed out till sho late.canot let darddy noe.if nort darddy will come kill mie nors.aiiyos.now watching e xmas service.sho nice lehhs.hahas.all mus go watch!www.chc.org.sg. then click one watch live service.previous sermons.then look fer e 25 dec one!super nice lehhs.hahas.

huizhen.i noe ish euu lehhs.lols.euur friendster n euur tag ish same.lols.keke.of cos i noe.lols.dunn blurr larhhs.lols.i noe.dunnoo.feel sho frustrated when talking tu her nor.sho flirt.ltr i go talk tu guys she say i flirt.wt.nvm nors.lalals.as wad DR JOYCE MEYER said be4 everyone gort its own unique!lols.hahas.sho im unique nors.she cant do anything tu mie also marhhs.lalalas~`.keke.i'll msg euu when m freee.lalalas~`

siian.totally disappointed.

2005-12-25T22:28:00.005-08:00

haishx.wad's happening tu mie recently?feeling sho bad.darddy lied tu mie.sho sad nors.he betrayed my trust tu him.haishx.dunno y.since euu tink she's good at discipling euu then anything lorrs.i would rather euu disown mie.she's morel ik euur TREASURE.i cant trust darddy anymore.euu betrayed my trust tu euu.sho disappointed.haishx.dunno y euu wann dott mak mie tu nort trust euu anymore.sad.sad.sad.she's jus a bad influence lorrs.trying pull euu away,n euu sho stupid go purposely step into her trap.euu noe how diffcult it ish tu disciple ppl marhhs?im feeling sho tired.i everyday work till sho late n yet i still wann disciple euu.ishh nort easy eu noe.n tt freaking person everyday do ish go out flirt n play.wad ish tt?im feelling sho tired tired n tired lerhhs.tis two weeks nvr blog cos haf been working til quite late also.haiahsx.tell euu too much,no use.end up euu'll b telling mie saying tt.okays larhhs.dunn wann mie as darddy.wad's e point?euu noe?wad's e point always saying tt?mayb darddy go let her disciple larhhs hors.let her b e best ANGEL tu disciple euu.n im e devil larhhs.im sho sho sho sick of it lerhhs.one ting i wann clarify.either she leave cg or i leave.i cant tak it anymore.im sho sho strong lerhhs.at times im always being pushed by e devil.i held back my tears.haiahsx.euu noe how painful it ish?when i wann cry i hold it back.always trying tu smile.euu noe diffcult marhs?sho hard.sho sho sho hardd.i feel sho sucks now.suck up.im lik invisible tu euu.when euu tink tt i won noe but actually i noe lots of tings.thou im always sho outdated.euu wann mie ignore euu sure no prob one.euu wann mie do tt then sure no prob.haishx.sobs.dunno.betraying my trust.eeks.hate euu!sob.

siian.totally disappointed.

2005-12-25T22:28:00.004-08:00

siian.totally disappointed.

2005-12-25T22:28:00.003-08:00

siian.totally disappointed.

2005-12-25T22:28:00.002-08:00

wahs.sho lazy lehhs.

2005-12-15T22:20:00.000-08:00

aiiyos.lik bout two weeks nvr blog liaos.sho lazy lehhs.aiiyos.wad happened recently dunn wanna say.=)thou there're lots lots of tings.God n i noes can lehrhs.lols.i sho bad lehhs.aiiyos.nvm.haf been working recently.sho will b lik quite busy lorss.now gotta plan everything ready.realyl wann thank DIana lots lehhs.she hors.whenever i gort probs i'll talk tu her.she'll help mie n she'll encourage mie!wann thank her.if nort frm today euu'll c mie lik sho sad.haf faith confidence n trust in Him! i noe Him becos ish he firs love mie n i love Him!woots.being discipled ishh really gd.my life really chged.nort lik e old mie.always sho sensitive.nort now lerhhs.i've learn how tu really contorl my emotions lerhhs.n how tu handle some of e probs lerhs.wann thank God tt whenever im sad,gort sis diana tu b by my side tu really encourage mi n guide mie thru!diana,THANK YOU!wahs..love her sho much.jus wann tell those who dunn lik her.euu cant dun lik her.no matter wad.she's still our cgl soon.she did sho much fer e whole cg.we mus really c n appreciate it.if nort fer her,we won b lik b togather sho happy lerhhs.mus really calm euurself down.tink bout it.dunn always tink bout euurself.tink bout euurself n others!dunn do sth tt displease GOd!.lalalas.

eeks.

2005-12-01T06:02:00.000-08:00

feel sho freaking pissed all of a sudden nor.eeks.i hate it sia.haishs.n i still can laughh here.duno wad's happening nor.wann cryy lerhs.bias ishh all i cann say.tio ps then ps nor.i dunn even bother.humphs.hate it.im totally irritated by dardddy nor.duno wad loors.trying letting tings off n solve feel tings.n he.haiahs.dunnno.everything lik sho freaking hopelessi n mie nor.eek.i bth nehhs.eeks.ekks.ahhhs.whu cann tell mie wad tu do nehhs?sobbs.sobbs.eeks.haiahsx.wthhs.i freaking pissed wit darddy larhhs.ahhhhhsss.starting tu lose darddy.eekks.ahhs.life ish sho miserable!but no choice.haiahsx.

e replies.ummm.

2005-11-30T20:10:00.000-08:00

30nov[darddy]
huh? really? lols. bleh. nvm larh i tell karen dun nid lorh? okie? aiyor. lols. dun nid say soly nor. its okie. :) noe u bz nor. 不知该说什么. hais. aiyor. orh. whoa shop ard fer 6rds? omg. tired mus mus mus rest horh. aiyor. o0o tok abt cg stuffs. lols karen ask u giv 1proposal? >.<>.<>.<>

Date: Wed, 30 Nov 2005 09:58:02 +0800[mie] lols.umm.dots.alamaks.keke.everyone will b going tu pick euu when eu're back.lols.expo n changi airpot lik one mrt stop nia.lols.darddy mus feel sho honoured hors?lols.i dunno if i'll b there.sorriiew.cos schedule really really vv vv tight.i've benn lik doing alot things then slp beri late.haishs.umm.ytd afternoonn i talked tu diana on e fone fer 2 hrs n i shop around e supermarket fer 6 rounds.dots sia.umm.sho sho tired lehhs.eek.umm.bthh.then talked bout cgg stuffs nor.now i gotta giv mummy one proposal bout chging stuffs in e cg.lik eg discpline,interaction wit new frens etc.alot nor.if chged lerhs.darddy mus realli get used tu it hors?um.cos' our cg super nort united nor.ish lik thy alsno lik nort doing anything.lik mummy n diana doing sho much thy lik dint even BOTHEr tu lik go help it out nor.nvm larhs.xiao piggy willing tu sacrifice tu help.=)ytd nite reach hm bout 12+am.was on e fone wit my fren.talked frm 11+pm-2am.i was lik freaking tired.then woke up ar 9+am.now reply darddy's mail nnor.lols.sho tired lehhs.ltr duno gort bible study anot sia.if nort leii sii wo liaoos.ytd at mac i was freaking pissed wit e auntie.nvm.shant go into details.umm.lalalas~`.if things realli chged in cg.lik discipline stuffs.darddy mus endure lehhs?umm.xiao piggyy sho tired.nxt yr gonna b a stressful yr fer mie.everything sho packed one.lols.no time tu go out wit darddy lerhss.sadd hors?exxactly 18 days fer darddy tu b back.since xiao piggy can persevere y darddy cant nehhs?lols.i thot darddy can persevere longer than mie.lols.actually ish xiao piggy can persevere much longer than darddy.keke.no nidd buy larhss.y wann tu waste money buying toyyiies nehhs?ish ookay larhs.rmb tu buy christmas prezziie fer ppl wors?darddy's prezziie will b likk sho big one.lols.=)i still tinking whether shld buy jus right one or left tt freaking person out.umm.darddy lehhs?wad will darddy do?euu say duno i ignore euu sia.dunn always dunno.b more decisive.lalalas~`.toyyiies all over place.shld go pack ltrr.when darddy come backk won b lik c e toyiies all over than berii siian diaos.i will papckk one larhhs.i playy one marhhs.sho i'll pack.dunn worry.lalalas~`alamakk.now my turn tu write compo liaoss..keke.still okkayy larhhs.my compom longer than tis one.lols.=)

Date: Mon, 28 Nov 2005 22:32:51 +0800[darddy]
orh. aiyor. mood swing is bad. hmmm. orh. aiyor nv tell mi. haiyo. lols. erm ya horh. play wif erm. lols. i oso dunno wad to play other den toys n com hahaha. no larh play clothes? how to play neh? tear the clothes? or throw ard? or wad? fashion show arh? hahaha. nvm de larh even if having hard time cleaning up the place. hahaha. orh. put till vely high? ltr cnt take how? hahaha. whoa. drop summore. hahaha. i oso not monster whr will chase u neh. hee. lols. aiyor. so xiao qi arh? angry wif daddy. dun worry larh. daddy will buy fer u de. hee. i dun buy fer u, den u got no new toys play den will sian de. aiyor. lols. opps. eh. no larh. i mean still got 3wks left lols. mayb i maths fail le? hahaha. okie larh. say till like daddy scolding u. >.< aiyor. nite cold cold den use blanket nor. not enuff use jacket oso den. hee. tired mus rest okie. u promised de horh. u say u will. lols. play barh. hahaha. daddy here bored till wan die liao. only when xiao piggy email mi den i dunno y suddenly smile de. i siao liao le. lols.

Date: Mon, 28 Nov 2005 18:44:20 +0800[mie]
lols.aiiyos.dunn lik tt larhs.aiiyos.nvm larhs.seriously will mood swing.darddy dun believe darddy come backk darddy c lorss.be4 service euu'll c mie running bout playing ard,aft awhile i no mood tu talk liaos one.haha.i naber tell darddy.hahas.darddy away fer A MTH lehhs.i dunn play toyyiies play waD?play clothes arhhs?i play clothes darddy come back will haf a hard time cleaning up e place.hahas.sho play toyyiies enough liaos.=)haha.i put till berii highh lehhs.den e toyyiies jus.droppedd.hahas.cos run marhss.scare darddy chase aft mie.lols.oopps.hahah.lalalas~`.wahs.orhhs.den dunn buy nor.thot can havv more toyyiies play.umm.nvm den.=(at most dunn playy norr.*go into rmm orh orh*3 weeks mehhs?where gort sho longg?darddy go there then dunno how calculate liaos huhs?lols.sometimes at nite cold cold marhs.how i noe?lols.i also nort Jesus.wonn noe when will rain n when will nort marhhs.lols.siian nehhs.leii sii wo liiaoos.tiime pasts realli fastt in sg nors.lols.haha.lalalas~`.*off tu go eat then play toyyiies*bo biian.too siian liaoos.

Date: Mon, 28 Nov 2005 14:35:17 +0800[darddy]
lols orh. o0o. janet work at mac. ltr too fat till wait into the kitchen den fall. hahaha. my frens al call janet fatimah leh. u noe. hahaha. lols. dunno y oso anw. lols. aiyor y irritated wor? aww. poor u. jus treat her as transparent barh. daddy here. dun care abt her arh. *hugs* dun care arh. gd nor. :) lols u always siao siao de. when not siao. hahaha. y die oso dowan mi form into ur mummie? hahaha i always nag de arh. hahaha. dun worry arh. i wun nag alot de. i jus nag oso nag the same thing will nag till sian. hahaha. chay. plastic wall. u arh. hahaha. always play use toys make fun of daddy arh? lols. full of toys. den daddy dun buy toys fer xiao piggy liao. i still intend to buy. now dowan buy liao. ltr i fierce till make u clear up the place horh. hahaha. dun worry i wun de. hee. hahaha nvm de larh mosquito only larh. hee. at nite jus fly ard my ear den bite my hand n leg only larh. nvm de. at most dun slp go watch tv nor. watch tv wif my dad. hahaha. dun piak dun piak hahaha. i shud piak myself better. xiao piggy how can help daddy piak the mosquito neh? i shud help xiao piggy piak instead if got mosquito. LOL. i toking crap again lols. sg when cold de horh? lols. under aircon 16degrees can compare to here the 20+ degrees only nor. hahaha. no aircon not even cold de. at nite to xiao piggy mayb cold cold de. lols. horh. noti sia u. hahaha. lols. finally left 3wks le. :D time pass faster i even happier. :D

Date: Mon, 28 Nov 2005 11:44:59 +0800[mie]
lols.compo.nort compo larhs.yupps.bringing tt aunty janett go mac tml.alamak sia.she hors.bth one nors.zzz.eek eek.alamaks.euur xiao piggy lik sho irritated lerhss.alamak nehhs.duno how lors.haishs.dunno.c her i'll immediately c mie lik mood swing lerhh.alamak nehhs.haishs.yarhhs.was a vv vv vv gd service.haha.e pastor n wife sho cute one.e ccc band also super nice.lols.i adore i adore.haha.lols.i mad lerhss.sia larhs.dunn nag de.i die die also dunn wann euu transform into mummy sia.if nort i'll die of euur nag nag naggiies.lols.shhh.dunn nag.haha.no larhhs.ish e plastic wall i use toy mak one.lalalas~`lols.haha.when darddy comes back euu'll c every where in a mess.full of my toyiies.lols.evrywhere every corner.cos play till slp then leave e toyiies there.den wake up go eat liaos.lols.lalalas~`wahs.mosquito.lols.hahas.i tis piggy go hit e?mosquitoes le darddy slp kkayy?*piak piak piak*keke.no more mosquitoes liaos.lols.darddy can slp lerhs.haha.sg nort cold now.lols.haha.*m..u..a..c..ooops. nid go do sth.hahas.no kiss again*lalalas~`haha.off tu play toyyiies.lols.lalalas~`

Date: Sun, 27 Nov 2005 12:20:07 +0800[darddy]
lols hahaha. fat gd leh. lols. jk. hahaha. lols. u c larh jump summore. haiyo. vely pain arh? hahaha. *sayang* lols. work got fun is a gd thing hahaha. :) okie larh guai. choy choy. u noe i dun like ppl say tt wad. u still say u dun slp can gnd. -.-" hahaha i wun kill ppl de larh. :) i dowan go boys home sia. lols. xiao piggy sort le. play so much. hahaha. lols wad so funny neh? o.O lols. las time eat kfc till scared now is mac. whoa. c larh eat more mac. bcome even fatter. whoa. eh. gd leh. ltr bcome a vely fat pig. hahahaha. jk jk. whoa 0.5% mummie? omg! mayb i shud nag more den slowly change into ur mummie. hahaha. lols. whoa run can run till bang wall. whoa. u c larh. tong bu tong? daddy sayang arh. *sayang* hahaha. opps. okie larh. soly nor. dun pat le. dowan xiao piggy even shorter den cham. scarly ltr bcome shorter den mummie? o.O choy choy i toking rubbish. mummie so short cnt grow taller den xiao piggy de larh hahaha. okie nor den dun kiss hee. nvm de hahaha. aiyar anw. hav fun worshipping God in church. :) u dunno neh. ytd i slpping half way. suddenly i feel dam hot dam itchy. coz got mosquito. -.-" i scratch n scratch n scratch till cnt slp. den slp half way hear the mosquito flying ard my ear. wah. zzz. den i hot oso dun care jus use blanket cover myself dun let the stupid mosquito touch mi. zzz. hahaha. okie larh. dun disturb xiao piggy le. i always type compo. better dun type liao. i always type so long. lols.?*hugs* scare u cold cold so giv u hug hug. :p hahaha.

Date: Sun, 27 Nov 2005 10:42:50 +0800[mie]
haha.lols.yarh lorrs.i berii scare grow fatter sia.then siao liao.become big big size derhh duckiie.lols.i mean piggy lehrs.lolshaha*jump jump jump*lols.haha.*oops.slip fall*ouchh!!oain sia.jump too much liaos.lols.tt's y will slip n fall.lols.umm.yarhh.vv fun working sia.lols.work work.lols.orhs.!i die die die will still rest one.dunn worry.lols.if nort i can gnd liaos.lols.umm.lols.oops.say wrg thing.ltrr darddy coome kill mie sia.lols.okay okay.no nonsense.lols.haha.no larhs.no matter how tired i'll still pplay lik mad one.lols.euu when nvr c mie ki siao play play play lik sot one?lols.in fact everyday every min c mie lik tt wad.lols.diaos.haha.funny nehhs.oinkky oiinkky.lols.i now eat mac eat till really really scare lerhs sia.alamak nehhs.lols.haha.euu're my 99.5% darddy n 0.5% mummy cos euu nags.lols.haha.oops oops.run firs.lols*run run run.bang into e wall*alamak.c larhs.llols.lalalas~`darddy.euu always pat till my shoulder pain pain sia.i already sho short short short lerhs.shortiies.lols.wahs.warm hug hug.umm.hahas.*m..u..a...no kiss fer euu today*lols.haha.lalalas~

Date: Sat, 26 Nov 2005 18:46:15 +0800[darddy]
lols bleh. orh. o.O fer smth. whoa. orh. lols. u when care? -.-" of coz dun care nor. lols. mac freak liao. eat mac more oso gd. muahahaha get fatter. muahahahaha. lols. bt everyday eat mac not gd nor. aiyor. lols. xiao piggy always sort de marh. lols. dunno who will care nor. >.< i dun care u dun care can liao. muahahaha. lols. xiao piggy sort till cnt sort liao. reach max lvl liao. lols. jk. hee. whoa. sooner or ltr xiao piggy gonna bcome money face liao. ^o^ lols. hav fun working barh. ^o^ die die si oso mus rest wor. tired cfm nid rest de marh. dun rest tired den go work tired whr got fun. u tired how to get fun neh. haiyo. dun nag so much liao. if not i can change from being ur daddy to mummie liao. LOL. *pat pat* *hugs* :)

Date: Sat, 26 Nov 2005 15:56:29 +0800[mie]
lols.haha.i watching channel 8.e star idol.lols.dun care larhs.who cares.i onii nidd tt laptop fer sth.umm.who cares larhs.who bother.lalalas.euu tink i care?tt kind off ppl lik won lik learn lesson.euu tink i can?haha.lols.lols.lols.haha.bth.woots.haha.i everyday go mac eat mac marhs..lol.of cos will become mac freak nors.woots.freak freak freak.freak.hhaha.lalals.euur piggy will become sot.woots.bhb ppl ish lik tt.ahaha.darddy n i also dun care.who will care.lalalas.lols.umm.hahah.bth.i mad lerhs.woots.lols.i tink i realli tink too much lerhs.lols.haha.money money.lalalas~`/.hhaha.orh orh.oiinlkk.oiinkk.!lols.

Date: Sat, 26 Nov 2005 15:34:21 +0800[darddy]
.<>.<>.<>.< mac freak huh? lols. let her do wad she wans nor. u oso cnt stop. she like vely thick skin sia. tio scolding liao still dun learn her lesson sia. alamak. dunno wad to say. let God settle her fer u can liao larh.

Date: Sat, 26 Nov 2005 15:28:07 +0800[mie]
im always lik tt one marhs.duno.haishs.hate ppl.ahhs.suck suck sucks.she jus sucks lik hell.who cares.pearlyn also dun lik her.in e same cg as her will die.nvm.all things she did fer cg ish tt she jus wan face nia.sho obvious nor.zzz.alamak.eek.duno larhs.someone gave mi tt thot.sho i won b wrg.lalalas.whu wans cares bout her.since she DARE SAY MIE.she mus tink ish she any better than mie.if nort then ask her diam diam shut up n stand aside.ther's no place fer her tu stand.she wans tu play i play larhs.c whu win.tink i nvr battle be4 lik tt.she tinks im?a mouse.i prove im a strong cat kk!.whu cares bout her.act act act.act till one day sure gort someone bth then say her one.no nid i say someone will.who cares larhs.she sucks big time!.woots.lalalas.i jus wan my laptop.i BET9thou i cant)i f i bring my laptop tu church she'll say i act.duno wad i?do lik offend her.ask her gnd larhs.irritaitng.anw she wans tu say then say nor.if mummy heard then ish her fault liaos.lalalas.darddy euu tink nehhs?haha.i wann go mac.mac.lols.go there mad.lols.3 plus nia.alamak.lols.lalalas.nvm.let her b.wan gossip all she wans.big mouth.woots.bth.tinking shld i go tell pastor anot nehhs.umm..

Date: Sat, 26 Nov 2005 15:11:10 +0800[darddy]
lols. u horh. of coz nor. got money dun nid worry abt so many things. lols. dun chase nar. i lend ppl only when i no money den ask fer money if not i lend wun ask 1. borrow few $$ from frens they al nvm 1. coz i oso got lend em de lols. u always force mi till so cham i oso nv go. aiyar dunno larh. u wan mi go den i go nor. >.<>.<>.<>.<>.<>

Date: Sat, 26 Nov 2005 14:56:39 +0800[mie]
lols.duno.no larhs.jus find tt gort lots lots money vv gd sia.no nidd worry fer tis n tt.lols.sint it gd?lols.no larhs.i naber chosoe ppl one larhs.i nort lik tt candice kk!i dun b loanshark n chase one.if thy no money then i anything one.lols.euu tink i sho bad till chase lik mad mehs?alamak nehhs.duno.how i noe darddy?ish darddy's choice marhs.i cant impossilbe FORCE darddy go out marhs.lols.haha.everyday c darddy sot lerhs.umm.i still tinking wad laptop tu get sia?umm.duno nehs.umm.lols.i lik haven earn money tink of spending liaos.sho bad hors?lols.reali.dun believe euu come work nor.lols.really fun marhs.wan mie do wad nehhs?lols.inside super fun one.lools.listen tu e chc songs till i wann slp lerhs. i lik waiting time tu past nehhs.bit siao liaos lehrs.alamak.duno sia.i sot lerhs.all i tink ish slpp slpp slpp nias.haishs.duno larhs.i jus dislike her.=(darddy wan scold mie also can.i dun mind.i jus dun lik her.=)humph.hu ask her wan mie hate her one.bo bian.i die die also mus persevere thou she?TINK I LIK MOUSE.humph.

Date: Sat, 26 Nov 2005 14:38:57 +0800[darddy]
lols i dunno u outdated larh of coz. lols. yar i of coz sort de marh. which day u c mi not sort de neh? u tiring den slp so lit. bleh. lols gd nor. u say till i oso noe u at mac got lots n lots n lots of fun. >.<>.<>.

Date: Sat, 26 Nov 2005 14:14:39 +0800[mie]
lols.euu duno i outdated one mehs?keke.darddy too sot lerhhs nehhs,aiiyosyos.alamak.yupp.nowadaes berii late marhs.lols.realli tiring sia.lols.slp berii lil.at mac also quite fun.tt janet sho fussy.gort place fer her work already berii gd.still wind here n there.zzz.bth nehhs.now still gotta check schedule fer her sho can let her join in.i mean choose one nic nice manager then ask her go interview.lols.she hors.duno larhs.ask her tis she gort reasons fer tis n tt.bth sia.alamak nehhs.dun care her larhs.ish heher choice.she gort money anot i dun care.i noe she stil owe mie.lols.euur piggy everyday nidds tu slp bout 10 hrs sia.lols.reali piggy nehhs.alamak.yawns.preparing fer co concert.woots.having fun sia.lols.play play play ish all i noe.no larhs.jus tt i wann e conccert tu b sho nice nors.keke.darddy wann come marhs?haha.i'll pul lots of ppl come.tt time diana say ask cg ppl go also.zzz.i was lik.umm.i tink firs.lols. i berii bad hors.lols.yawns.umm.duno nehhs.concenrate on studies.woots.but too lazy tu study now.cos i LAZY NOw.piggy piggy piggy.lols.reali.ytd i went tu meet diana aft work.she ask if im tired.i say yews.she n jacq says i looks vv fresh.lik jus woke up nia.i was lik there diaos...lols.abit sot diaos nehhs.alamak.how i wish can blessed mie wit lots lots lots of money sia.alamak.keke.nvm larhs.lols.tink too much liaos.haha.[8th day lerhs]

Date: Fri, 25 Nov 2005 15:33:49 +0800[darddy]
whr got super outdate? no larh. haiyo. u horh. lols. o0o. ask u go chalet play oso lorh. frens leh how can like tt. so bad. lols. piggy of coz lazy marh. i oso lazy. lazy till go out oso dowan. lols. hahaha. aiyor its okie larh. :) daddy noe u hardworking wan study marh. dun tok to daddy oso nvm de. :) u alrite den i happy le. :) dun b sad barh. aiyor. work till 11? omg. so late. zzz. cham leh. ltr u bz till so tired till get sick again den cham cham sia. aiyor. u got plan oso gd. =x i dun plan de sia. jus do wadeva i wan. lols. anyhow de. =p hahaha. i sort de larh. =p hahaha how u noe i will tag along wif xiao piggy when xiao piggy got bks neh? hahaha. dowan xiao piggy tired marh so of coz help xiao piggy carry nor. if not c xiao piggy carry till hands tired meh? u arh always complain tired n complain bks heavy of coz help u carry den wun complain le lorh. hahaha. =p lols help u take bk only marh. doesnt mean i will study lols. i so lazy open bk less den 5sec i close n kip liao. hahaha. lols. dunno wad to say hahaha. i here oso vely sian. jus now u tok to mi u oso can c my nick marh. " 'p3ac3f3r3va'牋牋?:牋牋牋?miss my family lots esp my ah ma! n my 1 n only xiao piggy.!" hahaha. lols. my personal msg is same jus tat miss bcome love. lols. i sort de sia. >.< i always sort sort de. when u c i normal de neh? hahahaha. whoa nobody buy xiao piggy lollis? omg. nvm larh. hahahaha. wait daddy go back buy u alot alot den after tt pass u a big milk bottle u bought fer daddy. i hardly eat the marshmellows de neh. might as well pass to xiao piggy share wif xiao piggy? =p hehehehe. hahaha. of coz tell mi nor. she ask mi abt u marh. hahaha. ytd she say "ty fer ur 'fatherly love' fer donna n the whole cg" hahaha. funny. her 'fatherly love' gimme a shock. hahaha. lols. tell mi only marh oso blush de arh? hahahaha. no nid cook fries ur cheek oso can bcome red coz u blushing. muahahahah lols. i crazy le. hahaha ok larh. noe xiao piggy vely guai. :) hahaha. today 7th day le. still got 23days. i here oso counting sia. hahaha. bt anw. time pass quite slow here hahaha. quite sian. bt nvm larh. :)

Date: Fri, 25 Nov 2005 15:13:46 +0800[mie]
hahas.wahs.i super outdate one.no llarhs.thy all dif skoo sho gort challet marhs.zz.ask mie go do waD?sit n b maid mehs?lols.haha.im tt kind lazy stay hm use com one.euu dunoo mehhs?i can lazy till dunn touch com also can one.lols.walaos.duno.i'll lik seriously might nort talk much tu darddy lerhs.zzz.bit sad sia.cos nid study alot.somemore work till 11.reached hm bout 12.do hw awhile can slp lerhs.rather busy nor.nvm larhs.i'll plan my time properly one.keke.study.umm.i noe darddy sure tag along one.cos i gort books.haha.darddy lik my book shelf help mie tak ard.lols.haha.lik can study wibb mie lerhs.i wann buy books my mama say wait.zzz.mmy books lik new till can sell one sia.zzz.alamak.haha.i berii siian.haha.nort nv.ish always c darddy sot sot sia.i miss lolllis nehhs.sho long naber eat lerhs.keke.alamak sia.umm.lols.oops.she told euu.*blush*kekes.i sho guai of cos gort e patience tu count larhs.lols.keke.sho lame.>.<

Date: Fri, 25 Nov 2005 13:31:37 +0800[darddy]
lols nv reply is okie larh. lols. morning mail bt actually is nite mail de after u slp i go reply. bt nex morning they email mi say the sending of tt mail failed. so morning send again nor. hee. so early go sch? alamak. lols. dunno ler. bleh. urs marh so is ur choice nor. :) lols gd nor do things fer cg. i noe u ytd nite toking to diana. i was toking to diana on msn ytd nite oso. she tell mi she toking to u. hahaha. den she reply late. she finish toking to u den tok to mi in msn. :) she say u now kinda happier den i say yar. lols. den diana oso happy fer u. i here oso so happy fer u tat u can b happy lols. whr got outdate. bleh. zzz. wow so late? hahaha. i ytd nite slp at 1.30am. wake up at 10.50am today. lols. bleh. lols at chalet? bleh. my class n 2h ytd got bbq. tmd. zzz. fy still ask mi if wan go. den i in china liao. go wad. zzz. wan go oso cnt. :( y jealous neh? they nv ask u go arh? bleh tell mi oso no use marh. lols got laptop oso gd larh. :) can bring ard al u wan. bt i dun like bringing ard coz i lazy!!! hahaha. bt anw i oso getting laptop soon. trying to ask my dad sponsor money buy. i wan wad he buy wad. i say wan com he get mi a com in like 3mths time. bt tt com giv my bro liao. i prefer my old com. muahahahaha. much better. even the uncle help mi repair com oso say my com gd. useful nex time. ^-^ lucky i choose a gd 1. hahahaha. lols waste electricity? -.-" i on my own com 24/7 leh. of coz now not using of coz off nor. whoa near my hse? the cc? omg. so gd? hahaha sat summore. i got time muahahahaha. hahaha diana goin gd nor. support u marh. hahahaha. :) whoa reserve tic fer her summore. so gd wor. :) bz till nv eat? bleh. nth to say. lols. pang anot nvm larh. hahaha. got eat can liao. >.<>.< lols. sit bside u more like i will disturb u till cnt prac. lols. hahaha y count neh. wait 18dec is a sunday. 2nd wk goin to expo. so dun nid count oso can rmb. :) hahaha. *hugs* miss xiao piggy.! :)

Date: Fri, 25 Nov 2005 11:45:46 +0800[mie]
darddy.lols.ytd naber reply.was having fun at mac.lols.banging into each other at e kitchen.sho funny.too many ppl then busy then bang bang.lols.umm.dad.euur mail ish morning mail sia.lols.i was already in skoo by tt time.nort i dunn wann lend.darddy shld noe larhs.lols.ltr new one reach their hands come back lik turn old then i would rather throw it away liaos.lols.i dun lik tu lik.umm.dunn lend ppl things cos vv hard tu say no.lols.hu cares bout her.bleh bleh bleh.lalalas.i enjoy myself in any way can lerhs.keke.i dint noe i did sho much things fer cg till ytd nite i was talking tu diana she told mie.zzzz.i realii too outdate liaos.today i 10am den wak up lehhs.sho late hors?pig marhs.can blame.alamak.euu noe ytd i called my fren, gor gor n kalun.thy all ALL at chalet nor.i sho jealous sia.darddy i also wann go chalet!keke.gort a laptop ish tt much free tu bring it ard.i dunn wann jus cope at hm marhhs.super siian one.somemore wasting alot of electricity sia.YeahS!darddy nxt yr i having co concert at e cc near euur hse wors.keke.mayb having a solo.lols.keke.diana ish coming.reserved a tic fer her liaos.lols.i sho Gd hors?lols.ish on e 21 jan'06(sat).i tis few days busy till naber eat.lols.sho nort bit pang pang lerhs.lols.euur xiao ben dan can realli b a big pig pig lerhs.kp wanting tu slpp.lols.compo?keke.can practice.lols.when darddy comes back.i might nort b fellowshipping wit euur often lerhs.cos wann quickly clear hw n pracc my concert things.schedule abit too tight now lerhs.rather tired nor.sho when darddy ish bac,euu msg mie i wil reply.i shld b outside studying.=)when darddy comes bac also won c mie tt often lerhs.cos i'll b lik working staying out studying(mayb darddy wans come along)then prac nor.lols.when i prac better dunn come sit beside mie,euu'll say i sot one.lols.kayy larhs.[7 days darddy left lerhs.]lols.i gort count sia.keke*mwahs*

Date: Thu, 24 Nov 2005 11:48:31 +0800[darddy]
orh. aiyor. nvm barh. soly nor xiao piggy. daddy dun understand u much so dunno u jk or wad marh. i always take things seriously. actually i not like tt de. bt coz ppl joke till i cnt take it den bcome liek tt de. soly xiao piggy. dun care abt her barh. u say u feel tat i care fer her alot more den i care fer u. tt is not true. daddy cares fer xiao piggy the most!?:) being rebellious anot is okie de. daddy dun mind. :) is u marh. daddy jus wan u to change to a happier piggy den can le. u wan b like wad i oso nvm de. :) lols. she insult my piggy bt i praise my piggy. sumtimes i nv praise bt say bad things. soly. not enuff rest den mus rest more marh. always wake up so early n slp so late. aiyor. u horh. so late reach home. hais. xiao piggy zhe me xin ku. aww. :( u wan reply the email when den when barh. :) daddy can wait. :) hahaha we promise each other alot. yup. =p hahaha. dun nid larh xiao piggy. my mum n bro change rm le. now i take over their bed. i got a better bed le. hahaha dun nid mafan xiao piggy fly come here. i noe xiao piggy lazy n tired n slpy till cnt fly. summore xiao piggy pang pang de. how can fly neh? oso no wings. =x aiyor mosquito bites?!!? omg. hope wun tio dengue barh. if u read the newspaper. ur sch tt area got 12dengue cases leh. better bcareful. okie? work got fun fer xiao piggy den tired to u i tink is nvm de larh lols. xiao piggy got fun n happy daddy here oso happy fer u liao. :) whoa so fast. okie larh. hope u can get asap. :) my mum oso say wan buy bt i dun nid. oso cnt use it to play much. i rather hav my com will do. my pc is much better den any other laptop. :) u wan buy laptop mus choose wisely. mus choose a gd 1 horh. if not ltr like ur mama the com. hahaha the louya kind den cham. lols. aiyar u scare ppl in cg use till no bat den dun borrow. if not best. dun bring. or dun show ppl. or dun even tell ppl u got. lols dun tink so much larh. slp well slp tight hav a gd nite rest more impt. hahaha orh gd nor. :) daddy will support u n respect ur decisions. :) hahaha y other things dowan to care neh? hahaha yar miracle. xiao piggy dong shi daddy oso happy. :) lols. hahaha daddy miss xiao piggy bt alot. =x hahaha dun nid hug daddy since ur hands too small. daddy noe u guai happy can liao. :) hahaha xiao piggy. ty fer ur piggy kiss. =p hahaha. xiao piggy giv daddy kiss bt u cnt hug. so daddy giv u hug den. =x *hugs* opps better dun ka jiao xiao piggy slp. wait nex morning den hug xiao piggy barh. =x hahaha. okie larh nite nite xiao piggy. :) sweet dreams. miss xiao piggy lots. :) i always like write compo like tt so long de. lols. daddy abit sort le.

Date: Wed, 23 Nov 2005 22:29:26 +0800[mie]
darddy.i duno euu larhs.haishx.say till lik tt.i too high lerhs then im SERIOUSLY jus joking onii.haishs.forgot euu tak things too serious lerhs.sorriiew nors.duno larhs.always her mak us always argue.idiotic world.nvm.always mie lik wann pick fight wit euu.haiahsx.nvm.sorriiew nor.dunoo.i jus wann b as high as high can.dunn care liaos.hu careas.dunn even bothers.i noe i being more n more rebellious.>.

Date: Wed, 23 Nov 2005 12:36:12 +0800[darddy]
lols bleh. u noe God cares can liao le lo. :) xiao piggy can live happily n b happy. i can go sort liao. coz horh happy till sort le hahaha. bleh lols. tell u liao le. u wan tell den tell nor. dowan den dun tell nor. hais okie larh. :) i whr got enjoy. here so boring zzz. xiao piggy u so poor thing. :( nv slp den every wk so bz. hais. heartache. tired den slp nor. wait daddy go back mayb i fat le den let u slp on a comfortable pillow. =x hahaha wan slp den slp nor. hais.dunno wad to say lols. dun nid daddy oso can slp de marh. aiyor. she wan leave den leave nor. dun care her larh. xiao piggy mus care fer urself most can le. dun care abt other ppl tat hurt u so much. u gossip here oso dun nid care coz no1 c de wad. lols. bt anw cnt gossip either. =x miss a satan daddy fer wad neh? since u say teach her till bcome like tt. dun nid hug satan de larh. angel hug satan? u hate satan so much marh. i'm a satan since i hav a satan meimei. hais. i dunno wad to say larh hais. gd nor. hope u can get den. nvm larh. dun nid care abt mi nor. im a satan wad. hais. dowan a satan daddy better larh. hais. u say i teach her till like tt wad. den wan a satan daddy fer wad? i when pian xin? i when side her? u say i teach her till so bad. bad till same as satan wad. so since i got a satan meimei so im a satan korkor wad. how can a satan korkor hav an angel daughter? u say i pian xin. yar. i pian xin. i pian xin till dun let satan meimei sms satan korkor. bt instead let an angel daughter sms a satan daddy. yar i vely pian xin. i pian xin till i dun care abt other ppl except my xiao piggy. since u wan say i pian xin side her, den i got nth to say. u hate satan so much, n im a satan korkor. u jus take it tat u dun hav mi tis kind of satan daddy barh. u go find other ppl b ur daddy den. i only can do evil things. yar i agree. i only do bad things. when u c i do gd deeds? yea mayb i care fer angel daughter coz i wan angel daughter bcome a satan daughter. i oso dunno wad i crapping now. seriously. i dun side her n yes im pian xin, pian xin to satan meimei n not angel daughter. i care fer my angel daughter the most. i dun even care abt my satan meimei. i nv in my life did i care so much fer jus a person. i always treat every1 badly. my bros in sch mayb better. bt other ppl i dun care much? even my family my parents i oso zhao yang scold n hit. n even rude to my ah ma. i oso scold other ppl even karen n diana. yea i noe i vely bad. bt hav u ever seen mi treat u as bad as i hav treat em? i seriously dunno wad to say. i treat u the best among other ppl i noe. since u wan say till like tt, say i teach her till bcome a satan den fine. u hate satan so much. fine. i dun b ur daddy le. i dun b ur daddy le. im serious. mayb i seriously dunno how to care fer u. yup. u go find other ppl b ur daddy barh. i dun fit b ur daddy. i noe wad i promised u. i noe i shudnt say tis. bt u say i teach her till bcome a satan i dun b ur daddy liao. since i not ur daddy le. u can dun nid reply tis email liao. im a satan n i noe u hate satan. den ur fone shudnt hav a satan's number. u can jus del mi in ur msn contacts n in ur fone contacts. dun nid reply liao. i seriously dun fit b ur daddy as im a satan. n i say again. I DUN SIDE HER! n YES IM PIAN XIN. I DUN B UR DADDY LIAO! bcoz IM A SATAN!

Date: Wed, 23 Nov 2005 12:04:17 +0800[mie]
umm.dunn care wad she insult larhs.who cares.i noe God cares darddy cares n mumm n sis Diana CARES.lols.dunn bother larhhs.y let euur tt satan meimei kajiao mie sia?dunn care larhhs.jus liive happily i happy liaos.dunn wann c her attitude can lerhss.darddyrealli wann noe wad she say huh?but mus promise hors,i tell lerhs euu cannort flare sia.euu flare then cham liaos.keke.umm.darddy enjoy can lerhs.i busy lik mad.forever lik nort enough slp derh sia.lols.i sho tired.darddy grow fat fat then gd lerhs.lols.then i can slp slp slp.yawns.lols.she wans leave cg then cg nor.no ppl nidds her.cg dunn nid tt kind of RICH ppl n.umm.better dun say anything.lols.ltrr ppl say i gossip then siao liaos.lols.i miss darddy sai.miss miss miss.alamak.bo bian.i too small till cant hug darddy lerhs.i bit sot.woots.i've gort a vv gd mood.keke.who cares wad she says.live wit God hapily can lerhs.lalalas.lols.lalalas.ummm.alamak.yawns.i too lazy tu reply euur e-mail sia.haha.i told my mama nxt yr by hook or by crook i mus get laptop.i dunn bother larhs.lols.dots.keke.zzz.i wann dardy i wann darddy.better eat more hors!grow big big lerhs then xiao piggy can slp.lols.umm.i sot lerhs!!woots.

Date: Mon, 21 Nov 2005 22:03:48 +0800[darddy]
oh i dunno wad to say le barh. u horh lols. bleh. y dowan buy fer u neh? haiya. u dowan den i dun buy nor. xiao piggy say de so listen nor. hais. y cry again neh? :(( heartache. hais. i dunno wad to say. hais. hate to c xiao piggy like tt neh. hais. :(( meimei scolded u again? hais. u dowan tell mi den nvm nor. daddy wun force xiao piggy. hais. *sayang* hahaha change to pang pang daddy? lols. gd meh? got better pillow izzit. hahaha. how to enjoy myself when xiao piggy is so hurt n sad n summore crying. hais. heartache. seriously. hais. dowan larh. i rather miss xiao piggy more. hahaha. i oso dunno y. hais. still say lucky daddy not at sg? hais like tt cfm die liao lo. hais. lols no larh. bed hard oso can slp is alrite de larh. ^^ got take medicine den okie nor. guai. hais. quiet xiao piggy? hais. i dunno wad to say. like tt. i dunno wad to say. hais. dun cry nor. *sayang* hais. really heartache sia. hais. really dun like to c xiao piggy like tt sia. hais. i not in sg nor. sad. i oso cnt do much in china. hais. cnt even help u from here. hais. seriously. i dunno wad to say.

haishx.i likk sho useless horss?always makk darddy lik sho angry hors?sho badd nehhs.nvmm.gotta chg!yawns.getting more n more lazy tu blogg lerhhs.lols.haha.slols.

eek,

2005-11-29T20:02:00.000-08:00

i hate it nehhs.bth lehhs.zzz.alamak nehhs.hate here.seduce my darddy.wthh.zzz.stupiid hors?go seduce ppl.walaos.sho wad if she's small?big deal.haishs.seriously i've gort a feeling hors..darrddy ish lik quite pian xin.thou he said be4 tt he nvr gonna side her again.haiahs.duno her larhhs.onii noe how go fer sympathy.euu noe how irritating she ish marhhs?sho wad if i noe alot of guys?n she wann mie intro.totally crap kkaes!i bthh.somemore guys.duno how go look fer frens.still wann flirt.blehhs.bible says.love those who hurts euu.bless those who hates euu.hahaha.i've thru e true n real suffering.euu dint.sho eu're nort being test by GOd.sho stop asking fer tong qing xin kkaex.i noe sho wad if those craps ppl are euur frens.bigg huhsS?no big deal kkays.use tt kind of method.i gort darddy mummy diana n God tu help hors!c who bigger.crap.lik tt allso wann compare.sho wawd if i gort say euu.but euu insulted ppl kkays.mind euu!cg haf such ppl reali bit sad.dunn tink as if euu're sho impt in e cg.euu're nort.everyone ish impt cos of God n nort euu!dunn tink as if euu vv Gd.compare wit mie euu're nthh.tinkk properly.as if euu wil get my darddy.wait long long hors!naninanipoo.humph!kns.i gort darddys!lalalas~`.SIIAN.also udno wad i tinking.nvm.giv my tinking tu God.blehhs.

how?

2005-11-21T21:58:00.000-08:00

haishs.how how how?sho troubled nehhs.haishx.gort scolded by her fer nth.nort scolded.can say ish insult.haishs.duno how?all i noe ish cry now.darddy nort in singapore i dunoo how.gotta perservere fer a mth.now oni 3 days i already dying lerhs.i also dunno how.i onii noe how cry.duno habb darddy.haishs.i duno y darddy hab tis kind of meimei.since darddy would rather go side her i realli will lik dunn wann b wibb darddy lerhhs.cos ish lik.i duno wad tu do except tu sacrifice my darddy tu her.thou tu mie i realli realli v sad bout it.haishx.i dunoo dunoo how nor.haishx.onii can jus sacrifice out.haishx.my one n oni beloved darddy.haishx.duno how.haishs.berii berii irritaed by things lerhs.haiahsx.eek.diaos.dots.duno how.i cant say wout wad she said tu mie.i dunn wann say.haishs.i onii noe there's hurt.but i'll jus life tings up tu GOD.n let him settle barhh.haishx.

alamaks!!

2005-11-19T10:30:00.000-08:00

alamaks!guess wadd?darddy nort in sg now!n im already lik feel sho sho bu zi zai nehhs.todayy human monopoly naber msg darddy hors.aiiyos.bit nort myself nehhs.aiiyos.how?darddy.one day nia lehhs.imagine 1 mth nehhs?haishx.sia larhhs.zzz.nvm.promised darddy mus persevere liaos.sho i will.alamak.darddy.i reaalli qi si nehhs.haishx.i duno how.i wann die lerhhs.qi till can realli go into coffin liao lerhh sia.alamak.bthh sia.i wann die lerhhs.i wann darddy!darddy darddy darddy!1 mth.today lik jus past one day lerhhs.alamak.eeks.urghh.perservere.humph.she wann jio meng mie i duno how lerhhs.haishx.ish darddy wann tell mie tell euu wad happened derhs.but dunn wann darddy worry.haiaashx.sobS!

haishx.

2005-11-17T21:30:00.000-08:00

why.sho fun tu b scolded by euu huh.who do euu tink euu're?i wann tell euu i nort TT BOLD kk.im jus timid timid larhh.happy.God created mie as how im lik.wad euu wan mie do.wann mie confront euuu ish can one.idun mind.euu wann force mie TU force euu say out e truth also can.fuck up.disrespectful.nonsense.duno how phrase sentence then say.stupid sia.idiot.euu noe im e one being hurt marhh?n euu're enjoyin wtf larh.euu;re e worst gurl i;ve ever seen nor.he dun wan msg euu my prob huh.he dun wan msg ish his prob.his fone wad.hate euu lllarhh.fuck offf.wait long long i'll forgive euu.thou i gort big heart n forgive ppl.euu tis kind.wait long.duno how work things out.hate euu.sobs sobs sobs.y m i lik cryin again.haishx.freak,b strong n b His GOOD OBEDIENT CHILD.i love euu LORD!!!i nidd euuu!!haishx.

haishx.saddenin.

2005-11-17T09:49:00.000-08:00

why.haishx.sick of it lerhh larhh.eek.nort my fault become my fault.wad nonsense ish tis?nort e firs time liaos!!ish been 3 mths liao.(i still gort count*lame)y everyone ish lik tt?can God tell mie?ish lik i noe euu're testin mie.im sho weak tu fight fer anything lors.EVEN MY DARDDY.im sho weak tu fight fer it nor.how saddenin it ish?sorriiew darddy.haishx.unfilial daughter ish lik tt one. seriously nort my fault nor.im helpin tu solve e prob nor.cos i noe i cant solve it myself.end up y m i bein scolded?nvm.she's forever a HAO REN(ANGEL) im a HUAI REN(DEVIL) wad ish tis nor.nidds sympathy?go nor.fnd all euu can lors.say till all ish my fault. cant i jus b a gd obedient gurl of God?y m i being treated in tis way?everytime euu're plan sth then some ppl argue cos of tis n tt.i tried tu help.end up e prob ish solved.haishx.dunnoo.e prob ish lik euur always argue over tis n tt.euu noe how irritatin it ish marhh?no one wann solve then there argue.then dunn plan nor.always lik tt.vv indecisive lehhs.i hate it i hate it.i oni could seek help frm sis Diana n mummy Karen n God.who else can i seek help frm?im jusl ik nth in e cellgroup.jus lik a transparent lil gal doin my things aside.haishx.who understand mie?who understands e hurt?who understand??????*besides God*haishx.who noes wad im goin thru?who noes e feelins of mine?haishx.hurt mie again n again.then berwin come (sorta lik scold mie) wad is tis nor?ish tis call sympathy?i hate it nor.euu're lookin fer tong qing but im nort.im lookin fer innocence n truths!when can i find it?ish jus in front of everyone n thy jus choose nort tu believe.n wad can i do?cry cry cry ish all i noe.haishx.365 days i can tell euu i almost cried everyday.haishx.wad ish tis..life ish nort meaningless i noe!pastor said be4,one chged cos of their tinkin.haishx.ish sho meaningful.but tu mie?haishx.all i do ish cry.cryin cant solve prob.haishx.*hides in a dark place*haishx.im irritated!hurt hurt hurt.miserable.[2 more daes tu darddy's departure]

keke.rather happy.

2005-11-08T14:43:00.000-08:00

keke.todae went ps.suppsoe tu work derhh.budden e manager nort ther marhh.sho e nxt manager ish umm..rajah there.help us.he berii funny.come kajiao mie sia.aiiyos.alamak nehhx.keke.i love e manager!HAHA.umm.aft tt nth do.go shop shop.

went buy sweets fer darddy.keke.darddy leavin in 9 daes lerhh.um.sho bought him one big milk bottle derhh mashmallow.keke.i wannted tu steal one n eat but ish sealed.keke.vv cute nor.lols.i todae bit sot.wows.finally todae lik sho free lerhhs.if nort i'll die nort exhaustion.keke.bit sot hor?keke.he's my one n onii darddy marhh.canot blame.mus b a beri beri filial daughter.lols.haha.if nort darddy dunn wannn mie i'll sob.haishx.darddy leavin in 9 daes.goin tu miss him alot lerhh sia.haishx. darddyyy..

urghh.tangled lerhhs.

2005-11-07T21:53:00.000-08:00

haishx.duno wad tu say.ytd pearlyn tio ps.haishx.poor her nor.i noe thy wanns her tu go hm cos scare her mama scold marhh.budden te way euur say hors,hurt her nor.duno wad tu say.nvm.tis cg is fadin lerhh nor.no matter how much sis karen n sis diana ish tryin tu help,their some ppl tt dun appreciate their kindness.euur noe wad's selfish marhh?if kp tinkin of doin euur own things wad bout others?others habb tu go wib euu nor.esp euu.can say tu pearlyn tt i care fer euu cos euu're my fren.y euu jus left aft sayin tt.wow!euu're such a GREAT fren.*ahem*wth nor.sho concern hors?zzz.oni kp tinkin of goin town dint even tink of how pearlyn feels larhhs.y i can talk tu her n mak her understands?n euu cant?cos pearlyn said tt,she ccant trust euu no pt sayin tt tu her.haishx.still can say euu're concern.*searchin fer my foot*umm.dun care lerhhs.gonna takaiire of pearlyn.euur lik she's chu yi euur shi wu lik tt.wt.nvm nvm nvm.dun wan say liaos.three word tu say.selfishness taks all.haishx.dun care lerhhs.stop actin larh.sho wad euu always go out wib em n im nort?cos im nort as free as euu always waste time doin things tt's nort impt.euur time ish euur prob larh.mine ish precious nor.tu euu still duno how precious time ish.all euu noe ish create trouble attractin attention n act.haishx.dun wann say lerhs.i always rmb wad Pastor Kong said:e key tu forgiveness ish forget.haishx.

haishx.imagine 11 daes tu darddy's departure.ish lik sho fast nehhx.alamak.nvm larhh.as wad darddy told mie.a mth past berii fast one.n i nidd b good gurl.orh sure!lols.mus kp my promise.i still tinkin,wad if i suddenly chged within tt one mth?wad will happen?umm.i still tinkin nehx.cant tink of e ans nehhx.aiiyos.haishx.sho irritated norr.msg those ppl ask em if wan come fer human monopoly thy sho ignorant one.eek.stupid ppl.zzz.hee:) i've gort such a nice darddy!keke.nvm.persevere fer tt one mth.keke.tinkin wad darddy did tu his jacket.umm.sho warm derhh.*jealous*lols.i jealous liaos.darddy's jacket sho warm.mine ish nort tt warm nor.lols.zzzmus thank diana fer tt book she lend mie.sho nice.keke.yawns.sho early blog n i can yawn.bit sot hor?cos i woke up at bout 6+.hees.

haishx.whyy is it lik t nehx?

2005-11-04T12:33:00.000-08:00

haishx.hate it sia.eek! i hate euu larhh.go away larhh.irritatin one.darddy euu wannn euu can go concern FER EUUR TT MEI MEI.can leave mie alone.hate her lik mad.zzz.stupid sia.qi si wo lerhh.thou ish 15 ddaes tu darddy's departure.haishx.nvm.jus dun wann darddy tu tink too much firs.haishx.nvm.dun wann talk bout darddy lerh.nvm nvm nvm nvm.eek!.shoo shoo shoo.haishx.irritatin.c her i bth.act.all she knows ish tu act.

can God tell mie whether is it a wrg choice tu join tis cg nehhx?feel sho hurt larhh.ish deeply hurt nor.whu can help?oni mummy pastor n GOD oni marhh.haishx.duno wad t u say.eek!!!!!!hate it larhh.pian xin one.nvm.hate euu larhh.gonna start hatin everyone.thou i heard wad pastor kong said.e key tu forgive ish tu forget.but everything taks time nor.i cant over one night become sho forgivin one nor.euu hate mie sho muchh larhh.still wann mie do wad
; tink e best solution ish quickly die lerhh then no nidd c anyone better hor? yarhh lorr.can go meet God.woots!nice.no nidd c ppl's attitude.dunn wann suffer sho much thou gort ppl tu help.haishx.gort a son.berwin tay!haishx.duno wad tu say.aishx.

feel sho sick bout e cg lehrh nor.duno wad tu say.haishx.all im tinkin ish jus tu study n study n study.no nidd tink sho much.hate tu tink.dun wan tink.ish hurtin.ish painful.everything hurts!whu noes when im hurt?stop flirtin can?euu can b happy by tt but euu mus tink wad other tink marhh.or even how other feels.till now i can say tt i still cant forgive euu!euu're e one tt till now i'll nvr n cant forgive.euu brought tis upon euurself.haishx.nvm.all i haf tu do ish jus tu let bb blame marhh.scapegoat wad.forever lik tt one.how many times haf euu pushed e blame tu mie?euu ask euurself larhh.ping liang xin say larhh.tt time wad sis karen ask mie i dint go say anything nor.i let it off.now euu're lookin fer trouble.euu tink i sho free everytime wann go tink of tis kind of stuffs marh!i hate it larhh.*sobs sobs* no one knows......

eeks.mails tt darddy replied.

2005-11-01T12:06:00.000-08:00

[ 12 nov]my reply
oh i dunno wad to say le barh. u horh lols. bleh. y dowan buy fer u neh? haiya. u dowan den i dun buy nor. xiao piggy say de so listen nor. hais. y cry again neh? :(( heartache. hais. i dunno wad to say. hais. hate to c xiao piggy like tt neh. hais. :(( meimei scolded u again? hais. u dowan tell mi den nvm nor. daddy wun force xiao piggy. hais. *sayang* hahaha change to pang pang daddy? lols. gd meh? got better pillow izzit. hahaha. how to enjoy myself when xiao piggy is so hurt n sad n summore crying. hais. heartache. seriously. hais. dowan larh. i rather miss xiao piggy more. hahaha. i oso dunno y. hais. still say lucky daddy not at sg? hais like tt cfm die liao lo. hais. lols no larh. bed hard oso can slp is alrite de larh. ^^ got take medicine den okie nor. guai. hais. quiet xiao piggy? hais. i dunno wad to say. like tt. i dunno wad to say. hais. dun cry nor. *sayang* hais. really heartache sia. hais. really dun like to c xiao piggy like tt sia. hais. i not in sg nor. sad. i oso cnt do much in china. hais. cnt even help u from here. hais. seriously. i dunno wad to say.

(23nov)my reply
umm.dunn care wad she insult larhs.who cares.i noe God cares darddy cares n mumm n sis Diana CARES.lols.dunn bother larhhs.y let euur tt satan meimei kajiao mie sia?dunn care larhhs.jus liive happily i happy liaos.dunn wann c her attitude can lerhss.darddyrealli wann noe wad she say huh?but mus promise hors,i tell lerhs euu cannort flare sia.euu flare then cham liaos.keke.umm.darddy enjoy can lerhs.i busy lik mad.forever lik nort enough slp derh sia.lols.i sho tired.darddy grow fat fat then gd lerhs.lols.then i can slp slp slp.yawns.lols.she wans leave cg then cg nor.no ppl nidds her.cg dunn nid tt kind of RICH ppl n.umm.better dun say anything.lols.ltrr ppl say i gossip then siao liaos.lols.i miss darddy sai.miss miss miss.alamak.bo bian.i too small till cant hug darddy lerhs.i bit sot.woots.i've gort a vv gd mood.keke.who cares wad she says.live wit God hapily can lerhs.lalalas.lols.lalalas.ummm.alamak.yawns.i too lazy tu reply euur e-mail sia.haha.i told my mama nxt yr by hook or by crook i mus get laptop.i dunn bother larhs.lols.dots.keke.zzz.i wann dardy i wann darddy.better eat more hors!grow big big lerhs then xiao piggy can slp.lols.umm.i sot lerhs!!woots.

darddys's reply(23nov)
lols bleh. u noe God cares can liao le lo. :) xiao piggy can live happily n b happy. i can go sort liao. coz horh happy till sort le hahaha. bleh lols. tell u liao le. u wan tell den tell nor. dowan den dun tell nor. hais okie larh. :) i whr got enjoy. here so boring zzz. xiao piggy u so poor thing. :( nv slp den every wk so bz. hais. heartache. tired den slp nor. wait daddy go back mayb i fat le den let u slp on a comfortable pillow. =x hahaha wan slp den slp nor. hais.dunno wad to say lols. dun nid daddy oso can slp de marh. aiyor. she wan leave den leave nor. dun care her larh. xiao piggy mus care fer urself most can le. dun care abt other ppl tat hurt u so much. u gossip here oso dun nid care coz no1 c de wad. lols. bt anw cnt gossip either. =x

miss a satan daddy fer wad neh? since u say teach her till bcome like tt. dun nid hug satan de larh. angel hug satan? u hate satan so much marh. i'm a satan since i hav a satan meimei. hais. i dunno wad to say larh hais. gd nor. hope u can get den. nvm larh. dun nid care abt mi nor. im a satan wad. hais. dowan a satan daddy better larh. hais. u say i teach her till like tt wad. den wan a satan daddy fer wad? i when pian xin? i when side her? u say i teach her till so bad. bad till same as satan wad. so since i got a satan meimei so im a satan korkor wad. how can a satan korkor hav an angel daughter? u say i pian xin. yar. i pian xin. i pian xin till dun let satan meimei sms satan korkor. bt instead let an angel daughter sms a satan daddy. yar i vely pian xin. i pian xin till i dun care abt other ppl except my xiao piggy. since u wan say i pian xin side her, den i got nth to say. u hate satan so much, n im a satan korkor. u jus take it tat u dun hav mi tis kind of satan daddy barh. u go find other ppl b ur daddy den. i only can do evil things. yar i agree. i only do bad things. when u c i do gd deeds? yea mayb i care fer angel daughter coz i wan angel daughter bcome a satan daughter. i oso dunno wad i crapping now. seriously. i dun side her n yes im pian xin, pian xin to satan meimei n not angel daughter. i care fer my angel daughter the most. i dun even care abt my satan meimei. i nv in my life did i care so much fer jus a person. i always treat every1 badly. my bros in sch mayb better. bt other ppl i dun care much? even my family my parents i oso zhao yang scold n hit. n even rude to my ah ma. i oso scold other ppl even karen n diana. yea i noe i vely bad. bt hav u ever seen mi treat u as bad as i hav treat em? i seriously dunno wad to say. i treat u the best among other ppl i noe. since u wan say till like tt, say i teach her till bcome a satan den fine. u hate satan so much. fine. i dun b ur daddy le. i dun b ur daddy le. im serious. mayb i seriously dunno how to care fer u. yup. u go find other ppl b ur daddy barh. i dun fit b ur daddy. i noe wad i promised u. i noe i shudnt say tis. bt u say i teach her till bcome a satan i dun b ur daddy liao.
since i not ur daddy le. u can dun nid reply tis email liao. im a satan n i noe u hate satan. den ur fone shudnt hav a satan's number. u can jus del mi in ur msn contacts n in ur fone contacts. dun nid reply liao. i seriously dun fit b ur daddy as im a satan. n i say again. I DUN SIDE HER! n YES IM PIAN XIN. I DUN B UR DADDY LIAO! bcoz IM A SATAN!

sho angry hors?haiahsx.my fault tu say darddy bias marhs.haishx.

my reply[23 nov]
darddy.i duno euu larhs.haishx.say till lik tt.i too high lerhs then im SERIOUSLY jus joking onii.haishs.forgot euu tak things too serious lerhs.sorriiew nors.duno larhs.always her mak us always argue.idiotic world.nvm.always mie lik wann pick fight wit euu.haiahsx.nvm.sorriiew nor.dunoo.i jus wann b as high as high can.dunn care liaos.hu careas.dunn even bothers.i noe i being more n more rebellious.>.
darddy's reply[24nov]
orh. aiyor. nvm barh. soly nor xiao piggy. daddy dun understand u much so dunno u jk or wad marh. i always take things seriously. actually i not like tt de. bt coz ppl joke till i cnt take it den bcome liek tt de. soly xiao piggy. dun care abt her barh. u say u feel tat i care fer her alot more den i care fer u. tt is not true. daddy cares fer xiao piggy the most!?:) being rebellious anot is okie de. daddy dun mind. :) is u marh. daddy jus wan u to change to a happier piggy den can le. u wan b like wad i oso nvm de. :) lols. she insult my piggy bt i praise my piggy. sumtimes i nv praise bt say bad things. soly. not enuff rest den mus rest more marh. always wake up so early n slp so late. aiyor. u horh. so late reach home. hais. xiao piggy zhe me xin ku. aww. :( u wan reply the email when den when barh. :) daddy can wait. :) hahaha we promise each other alot. yup. =p hahaha. dun nid larh xiao piggy. my mum n bro change rm le. now i take over their bed. i got a better bed le. hahaha dun nid mafan xiao piggy fly come here. i noe xiao piggy lazy n tired n slpy till cnt fly. summore xiao piggy pang pang de. how can fly neh? oso no wings. =x aiyor mosquito bites?!!? omg. hope wun tio dengue barh. if u read the newspaper. ur sch tt area got 12dengue cases leh. better bcareful. okie? work got fun fer xiao piggy den tired to u i tink is nvm de larh lols. xiao piggy got fun n happy daddy here oso happy fer u liao. :) whoa so fast. okie larh. hope u can get asap. :) my mum oso say wan buy bt i dun nid. oso cnt use it to play much. i rather hav my com will do. my pc is much better den any other laptop. :) u wan buy laptop mus choose wisely. mus choose a gd 1 horh. if not ltr like ur mama the com. hahaha the louya kind den cham. lols. aiyar u scare ppl in cg use till no bat den dun borrow. if not best. dun bring. or dun show ppl. or dun even tell ppl u got. lols dun tink so much larh. slp well slp tight hav a gd nite rest more impt. hahaha orh gd nor. :) daddy will support u n respect ur decisions. :) hahaha y other things dowan to care neh? hahaha yar miracle. xiao piggy dong shi daddy oso happy. :) lols. hahaha daddy miss xiao piggy bt alot. =x hahaha dun nid hug daddy since ur hands too small. daddy noe u guai happy can liao. :) hahaha xiao piggy. ty fer ur piggy kiss. =p hahaha. xiao piggy giv daddy kiss bt u cnt hug. so daddy giv u hug den. =x *hugs* opps better dun ka jiao xiao piggy slp. wait nex morning den hug xiao piggy barh. =x hahaha. okie larh nite nite xiao piggy. :) sweet dreams. miss xiao piggy lots. :)
i always like write compo like tt so long de. lols. daddy abit sort le.

my reply[25nov]
rddy.lols.ytd naber reply.was having fun at mac.lols.banging into each other at e kitchen.sho funny.too many ppl then busy then bang bang.lols.umm.dad.euur mail ish morning mail sia.lols.i was already in skoo by tt time.nort i dunn wann lend.darddy shld noe larhs.lols.ltr new one reach their hands come back lik turn old then i would rather throw it away liaos.lols.i dun lik tu lik.umm.dunn lend ppl things cos vv hard tu say no.lols.hu cares bout her.bleh bleh bleh.lalalas.i enjoy myself in any way can lerhs.keke.i dint noe i did sho much things fer cg till ytd nite i was talking tu diana she told mie.zzzz.i realii too outdate liaos.today i 10am den wak up lehhs.sho late hors?pig marhs.can blame.alamak.euu noe ytd i called my fren, gor gor n kalun.thy all ALL at chalet nor.i sho jealous sia.darddy i also wann go chalet!keke.gort a laptop ish tt much free tu bring it ard.i dunn wann jus cope at hm marhhs.super siian one.somemore wasting alot of electricity sia.YeahS!darddy nxt yr i having co concert at e cc near euur hse wors.keke.mayb having a solo.lols.keke.diana ish coming.reserved a tic fer her liaos.lols.i sho Gd hors?lols.ish on e 21 jan'06(sat).i tis few days busy till naber eat.lols.sho nort bit pang pang lerhs.lols.euur xiao ben dan can realli b a big pig pig lerhs.kp wanting tu slpp.lols.compo?keke.can practice.lols.when darddy comes back.i might nort b fellowshipping wit euur often lerhs.cos wann quickly clear hw n pracc my concert things.schedule abit too tight now lerhs.rather tired nor.sho when darddy ish bac,euu msg mie i wil reply.i shld b outside studying.=)when darddy comes bac also won c mie tt often lerhs.cos i'll b lik working staying out studying(mayb darddy wans come along)then prac nor.lols.when i prac better dunn come sit beside mie,euu'll say i sot one.lols.kayy larhs.[7 days darddy left lerhs.]lols.i gort count sia.keke*mwahs*

darddy's reply[25nov]
lols nv reply is okie larh. lols. morning mail bt actually is nite mail de after u slp i go reply. bt nex morning they email mi say the sending of tt mail failed. so morning send again nor. hee. so early go sch? alamak. lols. dunno ler. bleh. urs marh so is ur choice nor. :) lols gd nor do things fer cg. i noe u ytd nite toking to diana. i was toking to diana on msn ytd nite oso. she tell mi she toking to u. hahaha. den she reply late. she finish toking to u den tok to mi in msn. :) she say u now kinda happier den i say yar. lols. den diana oso happy fer u. i here oso so happy fer u tat u can b happy lols. whr got outdate. bleh. zzz. wow so late? hahaha. i ytd nite slp at 1.30am. wake up at 10.50am today. lols. bleh. lols at chalet? bleh. my class n 2h ytd got bbq. tmd. zzz. fy still ask mi if wan go. den i in china liao. go wad. zzz. wan go oso cnt. :( y jealous neh? they nv ask u go arh? bleh tell mi oso no use marh. lols got laptop oso gd larh. :) can bring ard al u wan. bt i dun like bringing ard coz i lazy!!! hahaha. bt anw i oso getting laptop soon. trying to ask my dad sponsor money buy. i wan wad he buy wad. i say wan com he get mi a com in like 3mths time. bt tt com giv my bro liao. i prefer my old com. muahahahaha. much better. even the uncle help mi repair com oso say my com gd. useful nex time. ^-^ lucky i choose a gd 1. hahahaha. lols waste electricity? -.-" i on my own com 24/7 leh. of coz now not using of coz off nor. whoa near my hse? the cc? omg. so gd? hahaha sat summore. i got time muahahahaha. hahaha diana goin gd nor. support u marh. hahahaha. :) whoa reserve tic fer her summore. so gd wor. :) bz till nv eat? bleh. nth to say. lols. pang anot nvm larh. hahaha. got eat can liao. >.< lols xiao piggy slp more instead of eating. alamak. tot both shud b balance. -.-" orh its okie larh. u dowan las min do work marh. den u oso say u made up ur mind to focus on studying n music marh. :) nvm de larh. poor xiao piggy. so many things to do. hope u got enuff slp barh. scared u tired till sort le. lols. nvm larh. :) xiao piggy bz i go back le oso dowan disturb xiao piggy much. :) orh. u hardworking marh. always study. hee. :) lols. i so lazy study? alamak. i here everyday play dun study oso. bring my sch hw here i oso dun do. i tell my mum i say go back le still got 2-3wks can do. dun nid care now. LOL. xiao piggy when nv c daddy say u sort neh? >.< lols. sit bside u more like i will disturb u till cnt prac. lols. hahaha y count neh. wait 18dec is a sunday. 2nd wk goin to expo. so dun nid count oso can rmb. :) hahaha. *hugs* miss xiao piggy.! :)

my reply[25nov]
hahas.wahs.i super outdate one.no llarhs.thy all dif skoo sho gort challet marhs.zz.ask mie go do waD?sit n b maid mehs?lols.haha.im tt kind lazy stay hm use com one.euu dunoo mehhs?i can lazy till dunn touch com also can one.lols.walaos.duno.i'll lik seriously might nort talk much tu darddy lerhs.zzz.bit sad sia.cos nid study alot.somemore work till 11.reached hm bout 12.do hw awhile can slp lerhs.rather busy nor.nvm larhs.i'll plan my time properly one.keke.study.umm.i noe darddy sure tag along one.cos i gort books.haha.darddy lik my book shelf help mie tak ard.lols.haha.lik can study wibb mie lerhs.i wann buy books my mama say wait.zzz.mmy books lik new till can sell one sia.zzz.alamak.haha.i berii siian.haha.nort nv.ish always c darddy sot sot sia.i miss lolllis nehhs.sho long naber eat lerhs.keke.alamak sia.umm.lols.oops.she told euu.*blush*kekes.i sho guai of cos gort e patience tu count larhs.lols.keke.sho lame.>.<

darddy's reply[25 nov]
whr got super outdate? no larh. haiyo. u horh. lols. o0o. ask u go chalet play oso lorh. frens leh how can like tt. so bad. lols. piggy of coz lazy marh. i oso lazy. lazy till go out oso dowan. lols. hahaha. aiyor its okie larh. :) daddy noe u hardworking wan study marh. dun tok to daddy oso nvm de. :) u alrite den i happy le. :) dun b sad barh. aiyor. work till 11? omg. so late. zzz. cham leh. ltr u bz till so tired till get sick again den cham cham sia. aiyor. u got plan oso gd. =x i dun plan de sia. jus do wadeva i wan. lols. anyhow de. =p hahaha. i sort de larh. =p hahaha how u noe i will tag along wif xiao piggy when xiao piggy got bks neh? hahaha. dowan xiao piggy tired marh so of coz help xiao piggy carry nor. if not c xiao piggy carry till hands tired meh? u arh always complain tired n complain bks heavy of coz help u carry den wun complain le lorh. hahaha. =p lols help u take bk only marh. doesnt mean i will study lols. i so lazy open bk less den 5sec i close n kip liao. hahaha. lols. dunno wad to say hahaha. i here oso vely sian. jus now u tok to mi u oso can c my nick marh. " 'p3ac3f3r3va'牋牋?:牋牋牋?miss my family lots esp my ah ma! n my 1 n only xiao piggy.!" hahaha. lols. my personal msg is same jus tat miss bcome love. lols. i sort de sia. >.< i always sort sort de. when u c i normal de neh? hahahaha. whoa nobody buy xiao piggy lollis? omg. nvm larh. hahahaha. wait daddy go back buy u alot alot den after tt pass u a big milk bottle u bought fer daddy. i hardly eat the marshmellows de neh. might as well pass to xiao piggy share wif xiao piggy? =p hehehehe. hahaha. of coz tell mi nor. she ask mi abt u marh. hahaha. ytd she say "ty fer ur 'fatherly love' fer donna n the whole cg" hahaha. funny. her 'fatherly love' gimme a shock. hahaha. lols. tell mi only marh oso blush de arh? hahahaha. no nid cook fries ur cheek oso can bcome red coz u blushing. muahahahah lols. i crazy le. hahaha ok larh. noe xiao piggy vely guai. :) hahaha. today 7th day le. still got 23days. i here oso counting sia. hahaha. bt anw. time pass quite slow here hahaha. quite sian. bt nvm larh. :)

my reply[26nov]
lols.euu duno i outdated one mehs?keke.darddy too sot lerhhs nehhs,aiiyosyos.alamak.yupp.nowadaes berii late marhs.lols.realli tiring sia.lols.slp berii lil.at mac also quite fun.tt janet sho fussy.gort place fer her work already berii gd.still wind here n there.zzz.bth nehhs.now still gotta check schedule fer her sho can let her join in.i mean choose one nic nice manager then ask her go interview.lols.she hors.duno larhs.ask her tis she gort reasons fer tis n tt.bth sia.alamak nehhs.dun care her larhs.ish heher choice.she gort money anot i dun care.i noe she stil owe mie.lols.euur piggy everyday nidds tu slp bout 10 hrs sia.lols.reali piggy nehhs.alamak.yawns.preparing fer co concert.woots.having fun sia.lols.play play play ish all i noe.no larhs.jus tt i wann e conccert tu b sho nice nors.keke.darddy wann come marhs?haha.i'll pul lots of ppl come.tt time diana say ask cg ppl go also.zzz.i was lik.umm.i tink firs.lols. i berii bad hors.lols.yawns.umm.duno nehhs.concenrate on studies.woots.but too lazy tu study now.cos i LAZY NOw.piggy piggy piggy.lols.reali.ytd i went tu meet diana aft work.she ask if im tired.i say yews.she n jacq says i looks vv fresh.lik jus woke up nia.i was lik there diaos...lols.abit sot diaos nehhs.alamak.how i wish can blessed mie wit lots lots lots of money sia.alamak.keke.nvm larhs.lols.tink too much liaos.haha.[8th day lerhs]

darddy[26nov]
lols i dunno u outdated larh of coz. lols. yar i of coz sort de marh. which day u c mi not sort de neh? u tiring den slp so lit. bleh. lols gd nor. u say till i oso noe u at mac got lots n lots n lots of fun. >.< lols. janet is like tt de larh. noe her fer 2yrs liao. nex yr gonna b the 3rd yr le nor. nex yr i oso same class as her neh. bleh. lols. dun nid care de larh. she vely fussy de neh. lols. not firs tiem c her like tt le. normal to mi. muahahahaha. lols owe u money? chase her like mad den. b a loan shark. gd sia. alamak! piggy slp so long. pro sia. lols. hahaha. orh. u got fun den gd nor. (: lols i dunno larh. u wan mi go meh? >.< ask whole cg go? dunno wad to say. lols lazy till dowan study? wah xiao piggy bcoming more n more like mi le sia. lols. no comments sia. bleh. lols when xiao piggy bcome "money face" sia? lols. bleh.

my reply[26nov]
lols.duno.no larhs.jus find tt gort lots lots money vv gd sia.no nidd worry fer tis n tt.lols.sint it gd?lols.no larhs.i naber chosoe ppl one larhs.i nort lik tt candice kk!i dun b loanshark n chase one.if thy no money then i anything one.lols.euu tink i sho bad till chase lik mad mehs?alamak nehhs.duno.how i noe darddy?ish darddy's choice marhs.i cant impossilbe FORCE darddy go out marhs.lols.haha.everyday c darddy sot lerhs.umm.i still tinking wad laptop tu get sia?umm.duno nehs.umm.lols.i lik haven earn money tink of spending liaos.sho bad hors?lols.reali.dun believe euu come work nor.lols.really fun marhs.wan mie do wad nehhs?lols.inside super fun one.lools.listen tu e chc songs till i wann slp lerhs. i lik waiting time tu past nehhs.bit siao liaos lehrs.alamak.duno sia.i sot lerhs.all i tink ish slpp slpp slpp nias.haishs.duno larhs.i jus dislike her.=(darddy wan scold mie also can.i dun mind.i jus dun lik her.=)humph.hu ask her wan mie hate her one.bo bian.i die die also mus persevere thou she?TINK I LIK MOUSE.humph.

darddy's reply[26nov]
lols. u horh. of coz nor. got money dun nid worry abt so many things. lols. dun chase nar. i lend ppl only when i no money den ask fer money if not i lend wun ask 1. borrow few $$ from frens they al nvm 1. coz i oso got lend em de lols. u always force mi till so cham i oso nv go. aiyar dunno larh. u wan mi go den i go nor. >.< i everyday every hr every min every sec sort 1 wad. when u c mi not sort de neh? >.< haiyo. dunno wad to say. sigh. lols. laptop u dunno wad to get. ask ur frens nor. lols. u money spender. always tink of buying tis n tat. buy till pok liao. den how buy laptop huh? lols. bleh. >.< lols. ask mi go work? i go back left 2 more wks b4 sch re-open how to work? lols. bleh. i listen to chc songs till wan die liao larh. so sian. every wk oso got de. -.-" zzz. lols. time pass vely fast le larh. u work cfm time will pass vely fast marh. dunno wad to say. u always say u dislike her. i noe. >.< i noe. >.< i when scold u huh? even if i got scold oso jus abit crazy den scold de marh. i would rather scold her den u. zzz. dunno wad to say. sigh. so angry dunno wad to say. :(

my reply[26nov]
im always lik tt one marhs.duno.haishs.hate ppl.ahhs.suck suck sucks.she jus sucks lik hell.who cares.pearlyn also dun lik her.in e same cg as her will die.nvm.all things she did fer cg ish tt she jus wan face nia.sho obvious nor.zzz.alamak.eek.duno larhs.someone gave mi tt thot.sho i won b wrg.lalalas.whu wans cares bout her.since she DARE SAY MIE.she mus tink ish she any better than mie.if nort then ask her diam diam shut up n stand aside.ther's no place fer her tu stand.she wans tu play i play larhs.c whu win.tink i nvr battle be4 lik tt.she tinks im?a mouse.i prove im a strong cat kk!.whu cares bout her.act act act.act till one day sure gort someone bth then say her one.no nid i say someone will.who cares larhs.she sucks big time!.woots.lalalas.i jus wan my laptop.i BET9thou i cant)i f i bring my laptop tu church she'll say i act.duno wad i?do lik offend her.ask her gnd larhs.irritaitng.anw she wans tu say then say nor.if mummy heard then ish her fault liaos.lalalas.darddy euu tink nehhs?haha.i wann go mac.mac.lols.go there mad.lols.3 plus nia.alamak.lols.lalalas.nvm.let her b.wan gossip all she wans.big mouth.woots.bth.tinking shld i go tell pastor anot nehhs.umm..

darddy' reply][26nov]
.< dunno wad to say sia. bleh. sigh. dun care nor. alamak. >.< dunno wad to say sia. >.< ur 1 wad. u wan bring den bring nor. dun nid care abt wad other ppl say. lols u sort le sia. >.< mac freak huh? lols. let her do wad she wans nor. u oso cnt stop. she like vely thick skin sia. tio scolding liao still dun learn her lesson sia. alamak. dunno wad to say. let God settle her fer u can liao larh.

my reply[26nov]
lols.haha.i watching channel 8.e star idol.lols.dun care larhs.who cares.i onii nidd tt laptop fer sth.umm.who cares larhs.who bother.lalalas.euu tink i care?tt kind off ppl lik won lik learn lesson.euu tink i can?haha.lols.lols.lols.haha.bth.woots.haha.i everyday go mac eat mac marhs..lol.of cos will become mac freak nors.woots.freak freak freak.freak.hhaha.lalals.euur piggy will become sot.woots.bhb ppl ish lik tt.ahaha.darddy n i also dun care.who will care.lalalas.lols.umm.hahah.bth.i mad lerhs.woots.lols.i tink i realli tink too much lerhs.lols.haha.money money.lalalas~`/.hhaha.orh orh.oiinlkk.oiinkk.!lols.

darddy's reply[26nov]
lols bleh. orh. o.O fer smth. whoa. orh. lols. u when care? -.-" of coz dun care nor. lols. mac freak liao. eat mac more oso gd. muahahaha get fatter. muahahahaha. lols. bt everyday eat mac not gd nor. aiyor. lols. xiao piggy always sort de marh. lols. dunno who will care nor. >.< i dun care u dun care can liao. muahahaha. lols. xiao piggy sort till cnt sort liao. reach max lvl liao. lols. jk. hee. whoa. sooner or ltr xiao piggy gonna bcome money face liao. ^o^ lols. hav fun working barh. ^o^ die die si oso mus rest wor. tired cfm nid rest de marh. dun rest tired den go work tired whr got fun. u tired how to get fun neh. haiyo. dun nag so much liao. if not i can change from being ur daddy to mummie liao. LOL. *pat pat* *hugs* :)

my reply[27nov]
haha.lols.yarh lorrs.i berii scare grow fatter sia.then siao liao.become big big size derhh duckiie.lols.i mean piggy lehrs.lolshaha*jump jump jump*lols.haha.*oops.slip fall*ouchh!!oain sia.jump too much liaos.lols.tt's y will slip n fall.lols.umm.yarhh.vv fun working sia.lols.work work.lols.orhs.!i die die die will still rest one.dunn worry.lols.if nort i can gnd liaos.lols.umm.lols.oops.say wrg thing.ltrr darddy coome kill mie sia.lols.okay okay.no nonsense.lols.haha.no larhs.no matter how tired i'll still pplay lik mad one.lols.euu when nvr c mie ki siao play play play lik sot one?lols.in fact everyday every min c mie lik tt wad.lols.diaos.haha.funny nehhs.oinkky oiinkky.lols.i now eat mac eat till really really scare lerhs sia.alamak nehhs.lols.haha.euu're my 99.5% darddy n 0.5% mummy cos euu nags.lols.haha.oops oops.run firs.lols*run run run.bang into e wall*alamak.c larhs.llols.lalalas~`darddy.euu always pat till my shoulder pain pain sia.i already sho short short short lerhs.shortiies.lols.wahs.warm hug hug.umm.hahas.*m..u..a...no kiss fer euu today*lols.haha.lalalas~

darddy's reply[27 nov]
lols hahaha. fat gd leh. lols. jk. hahaha. lols. u c larh jump summore. haiyo. vely pain arh? hahaha. *sayang* lols. work got fun is a gd thing hahaha. :) okie larh guai. choy choy. u noe i dun like ppl say tt wad. u still say u dun slp can gnd. -.-" hahaha i wun kill ppl de larh. :) i dowan go boys home sia. lols. xiao piggy sort le. play so much. hahaha. lols wad so funny neh? o.O lols. las time eat kfc till scared now is mac. whoa. c larh eat more mac. bcome even fatter. whoa. eh. gd leh. ltr bcome a vely fat pig. hahahaha. jk jk. whoa 0.5% mummie? omg! mayb i shud nag more den slowly change into ur mummie. hahaha. lols. whoa run can run till bang wall. whoa. u c larh. tong bu tong? daddy sayang arh. *sayang* hahaha. opps. okie larh. soly nor. dun pat le. dowan xiao piggy even shorter den cham. scarly ltr bcome shorter den mummie? o.O choy choy i toking rubbish. mummie so short cnt grow taller den xiao piggy de larh hahaha. okie nor den dun kiss hee. nvm de hahaha. aiyar anw. hav fun worshipping God in church. :) u dunno neh. ytd i slpping half way. suddenly i feel dam hot dam itchy. coz got mosquito. -.-" i scratch n scratch n scratch till cnt slp. den slp half way hear the mosquito flying ard my ear. wah. zzz. den i hot oso dun care jus use blanket cover myself dun let the stupid mosquito touch mi. zzz. hahaha. okie larh. dun disturb xiao piggy le. i always type compo. better dun type liao. i always type so long. lols.?*hugs* scare u cold cold so giv u hug hug. :p hahaha.

my reply[28nov]
lols.compo.nort compo larhs.yupps.bringing tt aunty janett go mac tml.alamak sia.she hors.bth one nors.zzz.eek eek.alamaks.euur xiao piggy lik sho irritated lerhss.alamak nehhs.duno how lors.haishs.dunno.c her i'll immediately c mie lik mood swing lerhh.alamak nehhs.haishs.yarhhs.was a vv vv vv gd service.haha.e pastor n wife sho cute one.e ccc band also super nice.lols.i adore i adore.haha.lols.i mad lerhss.sia larhs.dunn nag de.i die die also dunn wann euu transform into mummy sia.if nort i'll die of euur nag nag naggiies.lols.shhh.dunn nag.haha.no larhhs.ish e plastic wall i use toy mak one.lalalas~`lols.haha.when darddy comes back euu'll c every where in a mess.full of my toyiies.lols.evrywhere every corner.cos play till slp then leave e toyiies there.den wake up go eat liaos.lols.lalalas~`wahs.mosquito.lols.hahas.i tis piggy go hit e?mosquitoes le darddy slp kkayy?*piak piak piak*keke.no more mosquitoes liaos.lols.darddy can slp lerhs.haha.sg nort cold now.lols.haha.*m..u..a..c..ooops. nid go do sth.hahas.no kiss again*lalalas~`haha.off tu play toyyiies.lols.lalalas~`

darddy's reply[28nov]
lols orh. o0o. janet work at mac. ltr too fat till wait into the kitchen den fall. hahaha. my frens al call janet fatimah leh. u noe. hahaha. lols. dunno y oso anw. lols. aiyor y irritated wor? aww. poor u. jus treat her as transparent barh. daddy here. dun care abt her arh. *hugs* dun care arh. gd nor. :) lols u always siao siao de. when not siao. hahaha. y die oso dowan mi form into ur mummie? hahaha i always nag de arh. hahaha. dun worry arh. i wun nag alot de. i jus nag oso nag the same thing will nag till sian. hahaha. chay. plastic wall. u arh. hahaha. always play use toys make fun of daddy arh? lols. full of toys. den daddy dun buy toys fer xiao piggy liao. i still intend to buy. now dowan buy liao. ltr i fierce till make u clear up the place horh. hahaha. dun worry i wun de. hee. hahaha nvm de larh mosquito only larh. hee. at nite jus fly ard my ear den bite my hand n leg only larh. nvm de. at most dun slp go watch tv nor. watch tv wif my dad. hahaha. dun piak dun piak hahaha. i shud piak myself better. xiao piggy how can help daddy piak the mosquito neh? i shud help xiao piggy piak instead if got mosquito. LOL. i toking crap again lols. sg when cold de horh? lols. under aircon 16degrees can compare to here the 20+ degrees only nor. hahaha. no aircon not even cold de. at nite to xiao piggy mayb cold cold de. lols. horh. noti sia u. hahaha. lols. finally left 3wks le. :D time pass faster i even happier. :D

my reply[28nov]
lols.aiiyos.dunn lik tt larhs.aiiyos.nvm larhs.seriously will mood swing.darddy dun believe darddy come backk darddy c lorss.be4 service euu'll c mie running bout playing ard,aft awhile i no mood tu talk liaos one.haha.i naber tell darddy.hahas.darddy away fer A MTH lehhs.i dunn play toyyiies play waD?play clothes arhhs?i play clothes darddy come back will haf a hard time cleaning up e place.hahas.sho play toyyiies enough liaos.=)haha.i put till berii highh lehhs.den e toyyiies jus.droppedd.hahas.cos run marhss.scare darddy chase aft mie.lols.oopps.hahah.lalalas~`.wahs.orhhs.den dunn buy nor.thot can havv more toyyiies play.umm.nvm den.=(at most dunn playy norr.*go into rmm orh orh*3 weeks mehhs?where gort sho longg?darddy go there then dunno how calculate liaos huhs?lols.sometimes at nite cold cold marhs.how i noe?lols.i also nort Jesus.wonn noe when will rain n when will nort marhhs.lols.siian nehhs.leii sii wo liiaoos.tiime pasts realli fastt in sg nors.lols.haha.lalalas~`.*off tu go eat then play toyyiies*bo biian.too siian liaoos.

darddy's reply[28 nov]
orh. aiyor. mood swing is bad. hmmm. orh. aiyor nv tell mi. haiyo. lols. erm ya horh. play wif erm. lols. i oso dunno wad to play other den toys n com hahaha. no larh play clothes? how to play neh? tear the clothes? or throw ard? or wad? fashion show arh? hahaha. nvm de larh even if having hard time cleaning up the place. hahaha. orh. put till vely high? ltr cnt take how? hahaha. whoa. drop summore. hahaha. i oso not monster whr will chase u neh. hee. lols. aiyor. so xiao qi arh? angry wif daddy. dun worry larh. daddy will buy fer u de. hee. i dun buy fer u, den u got no new toys play den will sian de. aiyor. lols. opps. eh. no larh. i mean still got 3wks left lols. mayb i maths fail le? hahaha. okie larh. say till like daddy scolding u. >.< aiyor. nite cold cold den use blanket nor. not enuff use jacket oso den. hee. tired mus rest okie. u promised de horh. u say u will. lols. play barh. hahaha. daddy here bored till wan die liao. only when xiao piggy email mi den i dunno y suddenly smile de. i siao liao le. lols.

my reply[30nov]
lols.umm.dots.alamaks.keke.everyone will b going tu pick euu when eu're back.lols.expo n changi airpot lik one mrt stop nia.lols.darddy mus feel sho honoured hors?lols.i dunno if i'll b there.sorriiew.cos schedule really really vv vv tight.i've benn lik doing alot things then slp beri late.haishs.umm.ytd afternoonn i talked tu diana on e fone fer 2 hrs n i shop around e supermarket fer 6 rounds.dots sia.umm.sho sho tired lehhs.eek.umm.bthh.then talked bout cgg stuffs nor.now i gotta giv mummy one proposal bout chging stuffs in e cg.lik eg discpline,interaction wit new frens etc.alot nor.if chged lerhs.darddy mus realli get used tu it hors?um.cos' our cg super nort united nor.ish lik thy alsno lik nort doing anything.lik mummy n diana doing sho much thy lik dint even BOTHEr tu lik go help it out nor.nvm larhs.xiao piggy willing tu sacrifice tu help.=)ytd nite reach hm bout 12+am.was on e fone wit my fren.talked frm 11+pm-2am.i was lik freaking tired.then woke up ar 9+am.now reply darddy's mail nnor.lols.sho tired lehhs.ltr duno gort bible study anot sia.if nort leii sii wo liaoos.ytd at mac i was freaking pissed wit e auntie.nvm.shant go into details.umm.lalalas~`.if things realli chged in cg.lik discipline stuffs.darddy mus endure lehhs?umm.xiao piggyy sho tired.nxt yr gonna b a stressful yr fer mie.everything sho packed one.lols.no time tu go out wit darddy lerhss.sadd hors?exxactly 18 days fer darddy tu b back.since xiao piggy can persevere y darddy cant nehhs?lols.i thot darddy can persevere longer than mie.lols.actually ish xiao piggy can persevere much longer than darddy.keke.no nidd buy larhss.y wann tu waste money buying toyyiies nehhs?ish ookay larhs.rmb tu buy christmas prezziie fer ppl wors?darddy's prezziie will b likk sho big one.lols.=)i still tinking whether shld buy jus right one or left tt freaking person out.umm.darddy lehhs?wad will darddy do?euu say duno i ignore euu sia.dunn always dunno.b more decisive.lalalas~`.toyyiies all over place.shld go pack ltrr.when darddy come backk won b lik c e toyiies all over than berii siian diaos.i will papckk one larhhs.i playy one marhhs.sho i'll pack.dunn worry.lalalas~`alamakk.now my turn tu write compo liaoss..keke.still okkayy larhhs.my compom longer than tis one.lols.=)

darddy's reply[30nov]
huh? really? lols. bleh. nvm larh i tell karen dun nid lorh? okie? aiyor. lols. dun nid say soly nor. its okie. :) noe u bz nor. 不知该说什么. hais. aiyor. orh. whoa shop ard fer 6rds? omg. tired mus mus mus rest horh. aiyor. o0o tok abt cg stuffs. lols karen ask u giv 1proposal? >.< okie nor im soly. if i dun tell karen anytin u dun nid to giv liao. serious not jk. get used to it? change den change nor. jus like changing class only marh. awhile ltr get to noe al the ppl liao. same de marh. no diff. if discipline how strict i oso dun care 1. discipline to mi is crap. discipline cnt stop mi de. our cg like tt de nor. wad to do. jus like my class. jus wan to organise a chalet oso hard. play games oso cnt play together. wan die oso not die together. u die the rest jus stand aside n watch. i cnt help de nor i only make trouble only. so might as well stand a side dun help so much ltr create even more trouble. the cg is like wad shit i oso dun care de. i myself dun really like our cg. sumtimes i seriously agree wif the UGS guy called wee liang. wee liang says kian hwee like gay always like to mix wif gals. yea i agree wif tt. he go out dun hav gals wif him like cnt de. whoa xiao piggy willing to help den gd nor. lols so late? aiyor. slp so late summore. bt nvm larh. i oso cnt say u. coz i myself oso slp at 2am. i chat wif ppl n my young sis(not real larh oso jus fren) till 2am nor.whoa. wake up so late. nvm larh i wake up even ltr lols. i wake up at 11.30. tis few days i slp at 1am+ wake up at 11am+. tired den better dun reply mi le marh. aiyor. whoa today wad day? wed wor? got bs? alamak. zzz. y angry wif the auntie neh? haiyo. discipline stuffs in cg changed as i said. i nvm 1. coz i will still b a trouble maker. how strict or wadeva. i still can create alot of trouble. lols. serious. not jk. i got a tuition teacher las time. vely strict de. he wans to discipline mi till i change. yea. he take cane wack mi ask mi stand horse stand i oso stand liao. stand till dam pain i oso cry like shit. not jk. i still the same. muahaahahha. so tis kind of thing i can dun care de. whoa. so bz till like tt. den nvm nor. i nvm de. im always free lols. can wonder ard myself can le. :) lols. i dun like staying here marh. vely boring. bt nvm larh. 18days more. who cares. tis wk or nex wk. my another cous coming to guangzhou from hk to visit ah ma oso. among the 3cous i hav n a bro. im the 4th youngest. my bro youngest den mi. oldest is a gal age 20+. lols. okie nor den dun buy nor. >.< haiyo lols. buy xmas presents fer ppl? alamak. here dun celebrate xmas whr to get xmas presents neh. haiyo. lols. y big neh? o.O buy erm. wah. i say dunno u ignore mi arh? aww. ok ok fine fine. >.< u always spend money i dunno wad to say sia. alamak. erm. buy jus right nor. altho u dun like her bt still she is still part of our cg marh. she is still our cg member marh. lols. toys al over the place arh? nvm nor dun nid pack nor. still got 18days more to goin back. y so early pack neh. -.-" aiyor up to xiao piggy nor. ur toys marh. lols i oso type compo. my compo only can write highest up to 400+ words. i ytd nite got headache sia lols. now okie liao. i slp vely late den got headache. lols. aiyar okie le nor dun disturb xiao piggy liao. xiao piggy u vely bz dun nid reply daddy le larh. its okie de. :) at most jus vely sian only larh. :)

umm.haiahs.c larhhs.those mails tt darddy replied.lik gort alort berii angry sia.duno wad tu do sia.alamaks.haiahsx.nvm.i'll persevere bit more lorrs.maybb seriously i tinkk too too muchh lerhhs.alamakks.

haishx.m i right or m i wrg nehhx?

2005-10-29T17:16:00.000-07:00

alamak..haishx.todae gort cgm sia.umm!! nice one.prayed fer candice.umm.haishx.was rather pek chek cos tt time e post duno y canot upload nor.was rather pissed tt day/umm.last dae of skool lerhh.alamak you mei you??haishx.siian diaos.at least darddy was there fer mie!!yeahh! i berii happi nor.at least gort my darddy tu help mie hor.n of ccos God also larhh.i'll naber leave em out!haha.umm.eek!siian diaos.haishx.was rather pissed nor.at least gort darddy tu talk tu.HENG!haha.yarhh larhh.darddy beri beri gd larhh.nort e bad darddy larhh.umm ytd,281005,darddy hit mie again.2nd mark on mie palm nor.zz.darddy was sho pissed.can c darddy berii angry nor.alamak.haishs.okaayy larhh.hit also hit lerhh.wad tu do nehhx?darddy dun b sad lerhh!dun b sho pissed! i noe i've gort a berii good darddy yarhh?darddy mus study hard horr!!umm.haishx.canot slack lerhh norr.haishx.if nort darddy will realli tak e cane n come chase mie again lehrh norr..almak!i love darddy! WOOTS!tis xh gor hor.hopeless liao.duno how say.alamak norr.emm .siian diaos nehhx.eeeeee.i hatee it norr..hate it nnor.irritatin lerhh!darddy help larhh.euu dun let mie grant her wish.then cham!!!alamak you mei you?zzzz.hate ttt kind of ppl larhh.stuck up larhh.copy copy all ish noe tu copy.walao ehh.e knot ish bein untangled lerhh,n tt person go tangle it?zzz.stupid nor haishx.darddy help help help?im dyin offf lehrh!darddy! i hate tt person!hate hate hate larh!haishx.how nehhx?ish e person come irritate mie still come say mie?alamak larhh.idiot larhhh.i nvr even do anthing wrg!darddy help larhh.haishx.hopeless lerhh.zzzz.

angry angry angry humph!!!

2005-10-26T22:03:00.000-07:00

sob sob sob.how long she wans tu hurt mie?fuck sia.haishx.nort i dun wann tu forgive ppppppl pastor.ish she hurt mie sho much nor.euu noe how much marhh?euur shld feel it r.ish e lik wounnd gonna heal,n she's lik did sth tu it n ish infected now.sob.i duno wad tu do nor.i oni cud turn tu darddy n gan nnu-er mummy n diana.haishx.n obviously GOd too.

tellin euu now.if euu wan do stugffs right,do it in front of mie n say it in front of mie larh.y dare nort do sho neehx?tell mie larhh.y dare nort larhh.euu tell mie larhh.when where y n wad did i hurt euu larhh?cook up story.tink euu wad.very famous huh??i tell diana wad euu alsp wann interuppt!i tolerate ni hen jiu lerhh lorr.dun ttak mie as sick cat hor!when i flare up euu dun regret nor.euu tink euu wad? pls larhh.gort tinkk anott?gort brain marhh?plss kK!im 1 freakin yr EDLER THAN EUU.MIND EUUR LANG LARHH.c euur own attitude larhh.euu tink wad.euu wan win everyone hearts in e cg over?pls larhh.no use doin such stuffs nor! God ish cin larhh.pls norr.sho wad if euu're rich?money can buy ppl's heart huh?zzz.euu hurt mie im fine larhH!cos im nort tt kind tt will argue wit brainless ppl lik euu norr.kns.wann say wad?compare compare gnd larhh.euu haf manners marhh?do some reflection larhh.

i wann tell everyone tt 14 yrs of my life hor,I'VE C SUCH PERSON BE4 larhh.ahhh!!qi sii wo lerhh.darddy n gan nu er jiu ming arhh!!!!!

yippee

2005-10-24T13:37:00.000-07:00

umm..finally e conflicts n everything ishh over..alamakk i sufferedd sho long n sho muchH!!haishz..i onii pass tis test wit Sis karen's help.um..if dun haf mummy's help then realli cham cham cham lerhh.haish..blogg vv deadd how lehhx?sia larhh//luckyy gort darddy if nort cham arhh..promised darddy tu b gd gurl lerhh.now darddy super fierce.duno wad happen tu daryy sia.will tak cane n chase mie one.sia larhh.mus go runnin often lerhh. sho tt darddy cant chase mie.zhua bu dao.dao bu dao.oops.*hides*
umm..skkoo berii borin lerhh sia.siian half.haishx..i onii can jus giv my burdens all tu God.siian.nvm.

haishx.

2005-10-16T21:04:00.000-07:00

y things turned out tu b likk tt nehhx?haishx.seriousno wad tu do n wad tu say norr..feel berii irritated bout it norr.haishx..life ish lik tt barhh?seriously duno how say.jus noe tt berii berii saddd.haishx.do i still haf e faith,confidence n determination i used tu haf?? haishx.

umm.sadded?

2005-10-10T18:23:00.000-07:00

haishx.alot things happeneed nehhx.alamakk.esp on 9 oct?seriously duno wad tu say nor.actually things started on 8 yarhh?

8/10/05
ummm.things happened aft cgg.thy were arguin,den i rather pek chek norr..haishx.went tu copyy my geog notes den.actually wasnt angry wit boon siang at all.duno y he say i angry.mayb i angry tt time he came tu talk tu mie then i giv him tt kind of attitude barhh?Sorrieww yarhh?iwasnt angry wit euu.haishx.duno wad tu say norr.aftt tt.thy decidedd tu go mum yee's hse,den go nor.then mun yee said her aunt wans her go then diana was suggestedd tu go je lib.haishx.then all thy did was stand in e centre of e shelter n talk.zzz larhh.den argue here n there.end up mak up deicision lerhh.then at bus stop duno tak bus or cab.super pek chek lerhh.i jus walk off norr.haishx.then went tu find sis diana.saw bro amos n sis there.then went wit hem tu study.at least i dint waste my one hr travellin tu her hse yarhh?studied! umm.

9/10/05
was rather sadd yarhh?went tu meet kian hwee n sheryl tu study,aft tt went meet em.yupp.went fer service yarhh.was rather a funny n cute one.Pastor Carl Gustan Severin preached.umm.aft tt as usual went tu coffeeshop tu fellowship.haishx.was a sadd one yarhh?decided tu tell mun yee y we dislik her.cos i believe tt she has e faith n confidence tu chg.umm.budden.haishx.she cried.then everyone lik blamin mie norr.sobbs.i dunn wann b a kind person norr.im totally irritated lerhh larhh.i nth lerhh larhh..dots.stupid nor.im nort at fault kk!i dint gosssip n i swear i dint kk!!im totally irritated lerhh nor.say till as if im e one started it n i go round tellin ppl lik tt.urghh.who noes howw i feel nehhx??urghh.i noe oni God knows!haishx.maybb i leave e cg ish better larhh horr?haishx.im totally sadd norr.haishx.eeks! sobs.whu understands mie?i noe tt euu all say im bein controlled by e devil.but ish nort!simply nort!ish euu all mak mie tink tt way nor!mak mie hated tis n tt..i dun wan tink of tt.i dunn wann b lik tt.sorriiew tu say tt kin hou.im nort innocent.haishx..sobbs sobb.all i noe ishh tu sobb barhh?haishx.diaos.

yupp yupp gorr!owe euu a wallet rightt?haishx.nort onii euu horr!! BINGYEOW also.alamak.suddenly he tell mie i owe him things.i was shocked you mei you?i forgot bout it nor..haishx..sho many things are happenin in life.haishx. haishx.all i could do ish tu pray tu God.rmb hor!dunn forget mus come fer tis sun's serive hor.if nort i chopp euu into pieces.*urghh* sho evil ehh?haha..`prayiinn.

sadded

2005-09-21T17:56:00.000-07:00

haishx.y sho sadd sia.tis feww days my mood realli swinging likk madd kk..todae i was slppin durin sci,mr yeo babok come wake mie up ask mie hand in stuffs.li hand in liao.i scold him den i go bac slpp.*oops i've sinned!!keke.nvm..haixs...was vv troubked wad happenedd ytdd norr.haishx.was rather sadd..

*daniel
cann euu tell mie whyy euu always wann tu throw euur temper at miie huhh?i dunn understand euu noee??yy mus it b mie huhh?ever since wad euu've said tt dae i was vv sensitive lerhh..sometimes talkin tu euu im also bit scare norr..haishx.haix.i dunn wann tis euu noee..every time aft cg meettin cos of euu then my moodd will chgg norr.talkin tu euu maks mi sadd.i dunno y.i've gort no choice.i dunn wann talk tu euu anymore i've tu ask euu del my no. in euuur contacts.euu r e firs person euu noe?every week without fail sure mak mie sadd onee.i duno y euur words sho offensive norr.talk tu euu euu euurself dunn wann listen then there sad sad sad..euu noe how muchh it hurts anottt?euu noe how stressful i m?tu cope wit my studies cg stuffs n eur prob.im jus a fren tu euu i duno y i've tu help euu wit tis nor,i tried my vv best tu help lerhh.ish euu euurself dunn wann listen kk.euu cant blame mie euu noe.if one day i realli cant tak it..i'll realli leave cg n church.i dunn wann euu noe.i dunn wann.i wann us tu b jus gd bros n sis in e kingdom of God.we've tu learn tu love each otherr.euu r makin mie tu hate euu euu noee?i cannt hate euu,euu're my bro.i've sinned if i do tt..euu mus understand my character lik how i understand euu..euu wann kp it tu euurself end up euu always hurt someone.n e person ish always mie.i dunn yy..m i realli tt lik a chu qi tong nehhx?tis whole mthh im vv hurt nn beingg harmedd.hu noes?onii three personn..kinn hou,sis karen(our cgl)n God.wadd tuu doo?haishx.all tis stuuffs realli bothers mie alot.sometimes i chose nort tu fellowship cos i dunn wan tu b sad.i dunn wann tu show a face when i go out wit euu ppl.euu'll find mie stupid tu do tt..but,euu all always leave mie out.hu knows? oni daniel kin hou.yy? everytime im sadd daniel will come talkk tu mie.yy? y onii he noticee?haishx.we go out together ish fellowsip nort tu b lik tt.hope all of us can do sth tu it........haishx..

bout skoo workk.i wann die lerhh.stupid chers chuck all e tests tu tml i gort bout 3 testt norr..lik tt i no nidd study lerhh lorr..no time sia.haix.still gotta fulfill study hrs too!20 hrs..mine ish bout lik 15 nia?haishx.hope i can realli fulfill it. n get gd results tu glorify God...

keke..

2005-09-16T19:09:00.000-07:00

well..ytd quite happi..talked tu himm sia..mayb shld tell hz gor gor bout it!!>.oops/i realise i miiss all my gor gor sho sho muchh nehx..in fact ishh all gors gors nahhx..cos dint talk tu em ferr quite long lerhh..budden gort keep in touch witt some norr..sadd rightt? sad gorrss/
umm..talkk boutt him..hope he'll feel better.keke..he now studyin nehhx..c! he sho hardworkin.on crap.wad i talkin sia..haha..sometimes bit jealous norr..dunnn yy..haishx.bit sensitive barhh..todae went fer trainin..shooted more than 100 balls sia..duno wad happen..sot sot lerhh..keke..imiiss every!!my table ish shoe nice right? e baby cute horr!!lolx..well..i'll pray tu god..everydae tu help my frens!! thx lord fer everything euu've done fer miie!!i lurrve euu!!!

Saded

2005-09-12T19:04:00.000-07:00

i duno wad's happenin tu mie norr...kept cryin.haishx.saded nor.hate it hate everything on earth,.can i choose nort tu love God?i cant cos i noe he love miie alot norr..haissh.cant pppl get things right firs? if b best fren also gort will get e wrg idea i would rather dunn talkk anymore.i won lik him.i won lie in e presence of God.Cos tu mie he ish a realy gd fren.wad's wrg being close fren? haix.i always rmbed wad pastor had said.In e Kingdom of God all of us r borthers n sisters.We cant fall in love wit each other. i rmbed tis sentence super clearly.cos i noe wad im there fer.nort tu play or wad.fellowship n worship.i noe wad im doing.i noe my limits.i jus hate it nor.ish thy started tu tease mie one nor.n ish ccandice askk him send mie home n I NVR ASK HIM NOR.wt..urghh.euu noe how irritatin it ish anot?m i b able tu tell GOD everything?i dunoo.i sob sob sob n sob.i dunn wann things tu happen.If being close tu brother ish wrg then forget it.no use having a cg! correct?we r suppose tu know one another better n fellowship.euur tinkin might b diff frm us.i duno nor.i jus hate it lorr..hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it larhH!!!
who can understand mie?euu?him?or who?haix. i dunno larhh..all i can do is jus tu talk tu God.*sobbin*
todae tt idiot Khor kb mie sae i nvr go co.wth.i wan go anot ish my prob kk..say wad me teo wan c mie.if wan quit then quit larhh.euu tink i scare?FHCO will close down one dae.jus wait fer tt dae tu arrive..orbii orbii.khor euu dun use anyone tu threaten mie nor..i giv mr teo face then go bac one hor.if nort euur pipa grp will DIE OFF..tt's euur prob anw.nort cos of euu then i wannn go bac one hor.dunn haf fhco i won die.i still can do well in my music life..tell mie tis kind of attitude orch can get gold.gnd larhh..dunoo laarhh..wann sack then sack larhh..i nort scare nor..dunn tink euu can scold mie as n when euu lik.euu tink larhh.i nvr say i wann play solo ish euu all force mie play one kk.now i dunn wann play also nort euur prob.i haf my own rights.MDM KHOR SOO GUA gnd larhh..such a failure.cant even b a teacher..i mean NORT FIT lorr..b teacher..waste time.y nort jus go home.tell euu wad larhh..euu wan mie out of co then out larhh.DUN BEGG mie when euu nid mie.urghh.

Wad did i do durin tis sep holis?

2005-09-08T20:33:00.000-07:00

um...kk let's start frm mon..

Mon/tue:i went tu skoo fer co prac...n ish jus merely wastin time lorr...

Wed:i went tu west coast witt CG..actually gort co den skip it sia..keke..lolx.ummmden we meet up at je.we walk tu e bus stop near 7-11.suppose tu tak bus 176 duno y end up tak 97.nvm.we thot thy noe wher ish west coast.we jus walk walk walk.as in jus follow larhh..urmm..vv long lorr..Janet gort stomache sho pearlyn accompany her.slowly walk tu west coast nor..as most os us was likk..whu ask us do tis n tt,y we haf tu walk sho long nor.then if im nort wrg,daniel heard wad we say larhh..then his mood chged!!!!! he gort no confidence tt we r on e right track tu west coast anot.i dint noe he msg mie,until lik we cross e wrg i took my fone out,saw his msgs.OOPS! SORRIIEW nort purposely dunn wann reply onee. well..duno he say fer wad sia? budden in e end still reached west coast lerhh marhh..no nidd b sadd derhh norr..euu r nort mie.euu cant b mie to.dunnoo.gort mie candice janet pearlyn n sis benjamin kin hou daniel amos eugene kian hwee boon siang..haha..sho few oni hor?? actually i was rather bored larhh..haix.overall...i WAS SUPER TIRED..
guess wad?? yan zhang gor early in e morn msg mie.dots sia..i dunn even haf enuff slpP! n i wak upearlier than kin hou! keke...wow! shockin right? cos i always wake up ltrr then him one..tt's y.haha.earli in e morin.yawns.went tu sentosa wit e class..dint expect tt sho many ppl went.shockin larhh..kekex...went inside there play.we eat firs then play.haha..alll of us half naked sia..keke.sho united right? noe yy?cos we r 2G05 wad..kekex.lols i slpp on e sand sia,then e sun sho strong.now i red red one.haha..played captain's ball.keke.lolx.play till i siian i run den jump into e water.keke.lol.sho fun..halfwaythru e some boiis went tu chevrons e rest stayed.SHUN JIE our SHUAI GE came at last aft his NCC sia..haha.sho nice of him tu join us too..if he come earlier he'll turn super red lik us!!wow.went tu q upp tu bathe sia.sho long sia..bathe lerhh super shuang.face red lik siao arhh..went tu eat den..haiyo hungry lik mad!! wow..slppin ther i was tinkin bout e past sia.when i noe i shldnt.haix.nvm..all over lerhh...tinkin hu tu brin tu ye sia..kekex..

Hiaz.

2005-09-05T12:35:00.000-07:00

holis are here liao..duno wad tu do nehhx.n bout daniel n kin hou.ireali duno wad tu do sia.haix. sorriiew nehx. saddednn

daniel.duno b sho sad lerhh...euu also said tt god will give euu a better gift.sho god ish hintin tu euu now tt euu shld let go lerhh.e more euu hold on tu it e more it will hurt euu..do let it go.if nort when i hurt euu even deeper,euu'll nort b euurself lerhh..god will surely giv it tu euu when it's realli euurs.at times.when euu r at wrg,bear wit it,face e consequences.dunn blame him,he'll feel sad n bein accused n used fer nth..euu've grown upp lerhh right?sho mus tinkk!!!jiayou kk! in e kingdom of god all of us r brothers n sisters.mus b brave.brothers nehhx! hheex.kk! i'll pray fer euu!

kin hou.euu also larhh..dun tak things sho seriously lerhh larhh..life ishh likk tt derhh..Candice ish jus jokin marh..dunn tak it tu heart.i noe euu vv angry.but look at e brighter side of life lik wad sister karen said marhh..we mus obey her n b obedient n listen!i noe euu r vv diff frm daniel,im sad euu noe how tu cheer mie out.at times will also accompany when im sad.euu r a nice bro i admit.but when ish time tu do sth euu shld do,dun b sho negative,b positive lik wad euu said tu mie.firs time i console ppl till i cry nehhx.c how 'gd' euu r tu miie.i noe euur r kind n helpful marhh..haix.i'll lift euu up tu god n pray fer euu..

candice.yupp.now euur turn liao.c wad euu've done tu kh.haix.nort blamin euu larhh..but euu used a vv diff tone tu talk tu him.sho he'll feel angry marhh..euu shld noe him one marhh...euu cant lik mak him angry liao then suddenly go apologise marhh..he wil also feel vv bad one marh..i noe.sometimes im vv angry wit euu cos euu realii lik.always gort things tu do then forget ppl around euu.ppl around euu of cos will feel left out n angry lorr..sho mus realli tinkk firs.mus realli succeed in things we do.kk!same thing.i'll pray fer euu..

janet.ermmmmmmm..haix..dunn b sho hot tempered!!relaxedd larhh..if nort no one can tak it sia.jiayou fer anything lorr..dun wad tu write lerhh sia..haiz..sia sia sia..

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2005-09-02T20:48:00.000-07:00

duno yy tiss few days sho sadd lehhx?haix. can i reallii stopp tinkinn boutt him n walkk ahead? yarh./ found pri skoo fren.sigh.onii found one.others lost lost contact sia. hope 1/2`98 2/2`99 all can gather together again sia..realliee can c one another.sadd larhh..sighh. bout 6 yrs nvr talk lerhh..imagine euu tinkk bout wadd euu've done iin e pastt reallii chiildiish siia.sighh..dunn tiink bouut tiis liaoo..hope can findd bacc all long lost frenn!!!
sighh..yy i faill chii sia..i reallii hope tt all of us reali will sit down n talk bout our probs euu noe..if one dae euu feel sho left out when ppl sayin secret.euu'll find euurself super extra..god gav frens tu us ish tu help nehhx.sighh..i dunoo..sometimes realli i tinkk alort euu noe.sigh.i duno.arghh..goin mad lerhh..i'll leave everything tu lord n let him help us..

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2005-09-01T20:45:00.000-07:00

arghh..vv sadd lehhx...wann cry lerhhs.duno y sia..cos of him larhh..blow upp e matter...siian..mak mie lik duno wad tu do lerhh nor.break then break nor.i dunn care lerhh.euu hurt miie too muchh lerhh..i duno yy euu wan tu do tt. euu promised be4 euu won let hist repeats./budden..sigh..duno duno duno..euu haff tu gett outt og my life.somehow..jesus ish my life..ii dunoo..sometimes if ii were tu accept chirst muchh earlierr..i wouldn't haf regret now..i regrett! euu mak miie tiinkk of e pastt n makk miie sufferr..it hurts more..it;s reallii paiinful. arghh..ii duno y isho kiindd tu euu..i hate euu!! dunn wann patchh anymore lerhh..jus wastin my time oni..wast e my effort..haishx.cant blame euu.onii can say im too fooliish lerhh.concentrate on studiies ish e best now.no interest iin guys lerhh..i dunn wann cry fer euu anymore.euu gort miie into trouble.sadd..sadd.sad..i dunn likk euu anymore.. dunn talk bout sad things lerhh.

wow..saw ee ruey at ps sia.ganuer shock dao neehx..nvm..i also duno wad tu sae lerhh larhh..i realli too sad tu say anything lerhh..srriew...sorriew..i onii noe. im iinlurrve witt euuonii

siian diaos nehhx..

2005-08-24T21:15:00.000-07:00

sighh..i realli duno wad tu write lerhh.i oinii noe im lik..smoehow c him then my hand gort his name lorr..feel lik sho dui bu qi ta lorr..sighh..at firs shldn't haf gone tu tak his no. lorr..sighh nehhx..im realli saded..todae went tu far east wit frens suddenly my mood chg lorr..siighh..cos of sth larhh..i jus dunn wann sae..how?tml finals liao lehhx..mus realli do prayer fer em liaoo...hiaz...hope thy realli win norr..shld i go tml? sighh..i lik dunn wann c him lehhx..cos im realli tired now..i reali scare lehx..how lehhx? im realli scared lorr...i two daes nvr msg him liao.n i almost 5 daes nvr talk tu him lerhh.he lik dunn wann care..nearly break norr..if break lerhh..at most i cant b bothered wit him anyymore marhhx..i duno y i sho zai hu bout him n he lik dun even care lorr...his results r more impt than mine..iduno lorr..duno his result impt or im impt..he kpt sayin dun wann lose miie..i reali duno wad tu say lerrh lorr..im jjus totally saded lorr...sob sob...i duno y i lik tink of jowe sho muchh lorr...everytime sure c my table or where gort his name derhh..esp e my fullscape..full of his name lorr.saded lehhx..i reali duno wad tu do liao nehhx..shld i giv upp marhh?i duno nehhx..saded..im vv tired lerhh..i noe jesus ish helpin miie..cos he love miee...outside there still gort alot of unsaved souls..we mus help em kkk!! sighh..i realli nidd pray tt thy tml realli win..sighh..hope chung cheng realli win lerhh!!! jiayou barhhs..

erps...time tu update!!!

2005-08-16T21:44:00.000-07:00

haha..ish been exactly 3 weeks i nvr blogg liao..heex..ish lazy update larhh..haha..sho many things happened lehhx..esp ishh.i miss him larhh..i noe vv lame..haha...one whole wook went home with him den go out..vv diaos horr...onii as fren larhh..dun lik him larhh..dun anyhow tink hor..aiya..ltrr then i continue..

siian...

2005-08-03T20:37:00.000-07:00

duno wad tu say..sigh..life i sh sho borin..but gort him tu color mie life..hee.x..siian..heex.noe eugene...haha..crazy guy..kp sayin i ke aii..realli gort sth wrg wit him lorr..haha.sot sot derhh him.no larhh..quite a nice person larhh..heex..siian...common test comin soon lehx..still laggin around lorr..haven study..dun haff e mood lehhx..sighh...hate it..always everytime lik daydream durin maths..scare do badly..scare!! sighh..yawns..nowadays lik quite sad lehhx..sighh...also duno y..sob sob worrr.....sighh..

saddd dae larhh...

2005-07-25T18:32:00.000-07:00

sighh..todae actually dunn wann stephh tu follow us derhh...thenn somehoww tt stupidd juliann...makk miie sho angryy lorr...nvmm..e worse thing ishh tt she kpp stickin tu miie lorr..idiot lorr.sighh...todae cried at e stadiumm...hope no one noe barhhx.sighh..he talkedd tu miie i hackk care n jus walkk off lorr..sighh..then i likk sadd sad derhh..heex..saw gorr gor there..lolx..played bball again..nort siian arhh? lolx..maybb tu him nort siian lorr.sighh..i niidd euu worr..sighh.miss euu sho muchh..siann..todae lesson super siian..siian till wan die..lolx..tml one derhh worse lorr.haha...common test comin n im still slackin..woots...lolx..madd lerhh lahrh.

happi 14th birthdae!!

2005-07-18T21:58:00.000-07:00

wow..14 yr old liao lerhh worr..llolx..zhangg daa liao!!yeahh!! hahah.jihao was e firs personn tu wishh miie happii birthday on e dae itself..be4 tt e vv firs was steph's bro..haah..second was gor gor!! hong zhou!!.woots!!.miss hiim sho sho sho muchh worr.duno whenn cann c himm lehhx?? lolx..yawns.sho many ppl wishh miie hapii birthday worr..sho sho hapii!!..gort sho manii prezzie..some still owe miie!!..hhaaha..e thrid person was juliiann..heex...cos i called him tu wak himm upp..lolx..talk frmm miie hse bus stop till jurong mrt station.hahah.pro horr!!.then duno wad happen..suddenlyy hangg upp..haha..denn msgg..lolx..tt dae was likk.haha..rain super super big lorr..sighh..was likk..almost wet but nort.sighh...troubledd!!

Ssiian diao lorr..

2005-07-13T18:13:00.000-07:00

sighh..skool sho sucks..sho stressed.guess wadd?? we still owe chii cherr alortt of hww worr...she chasedd afterr us likk madd..we juss hackk care lorr..lol...badd students worr..saw his smile again..sighh..dunn wanna c le larhh..no moodd liao...ytd ask him lendd miie his calculatorr...shun jie lehx..actt pro..whole calculatorr dropp outt..haha..then spoill lorr..funnyy lorr..i wass likk..diaos lorr...took his pen o draw..c everythingg i draw..crazyy worr...hope he dunn mindd larhh..stupid de worr..was outside his class todae waitin ferr tt calculatorr tu come out..lolx...den tt jason leon n some gurls frmm my claass.. crazyy worr..kppp shoutin ******...pengs lorr...ii immediately walkkk bacc tu class..crazyy de lehx..in side e class kp ******..pengs..shun jie jason thy all lorrr..nthh better tu do come disturb miee..crazyy..firss lesson was scii!! siian lik hell..can slpp de..eddyy sitt beside mie..then there crapp sho muchh lorr..pengs lehx..everydae there crap.shun fa also..also..both gor gor sho crap de lorr..crapp lik madd lorrr...haddd engg..siian..nidd do functionall writing...todae went ferrr stupidd assemblyy..dunoo wad e operaa showw ish boutt..fight here fightt there..c till i wanna slp..canot lorr..mrs tohh n mrr gohh standin there chatt..diaos lorr..finallyyy at lastt...finishh liaoo.wentt bacc tu class fer cMe...MR NG WORR.AHAHAH... too badd worr.nort our form teacher liaoo...arghh!!heex...tok bouutt wad ic tthingy...then i become head of e ics..arGH!!...then went round tu tak fren's NUMBERS..aiyyoo...write till hand pain lehx...thx tu mr ng lorr.haaha...G7 in a grp..ahha..went ferr chi lesson then..ahaha..worst..went fer maths.hahah..play water..miss lee play wit saga seeds..OMG!!.hahaha..no one cares? lolx..tml stil gort double maths..siian lehx..siighh worr..howw??? lett susanna sayy him..c wd will happen?? siiann..i miss gor gor alort worr....

Yippee yippee doo

2005-07-08T20:43:00.000-07:00

yox..sho long nvr go online or blog cos of my com..sis go spoil it..stupid..argghhh...yupp..these few daes also quite busy cos got c gurls match..we lik goin hopless liaoo..shhh!!! tts wad i tink larhh...shoot in quite alot fer e jvs match...stupid de..still say wanna thrashed us?? end up lsoe tu us lehx..hahaha...isnt it makin a fool of ur team?? oh my lorr...pls...diaos..cant run fast anymroe..sadd...thx tu tt stupid ny no.14..pushed mmie sho hard i landed on e ground sho sho sho hard lorr..pain till i duno how say...budden left leg ish lik half handicapped liao le worr..sadd woorr.these few daes also duno wa happen..i lik dun always argue wit him lehx..diaos..nvm..tryin not tu..mayb iish cos of e match lorr..then mood nort tt gd lorr..him him him..todae then i realised his smile ish sho sweet worr...oh myy...i walked out of class tu find hui hui..then end up nearly bang into him..i looked at him he looked at miie..haha..then i smile bac..he smile..haha..sho nice worr..oh myy!! haha..im sho sho sott...rmb...10 more daes tu my birthday liao le worr..woots...mus rmb arh!! i hintin liao..*hint hint* lol...sho crazy worr..miss gor gors n him worr..n those peeps frm moe camp^05 worr...arghs..y m i missin every single one? budden e one i miss most ish MR HONG ZHOU..my dearest GOR GORR!! these few daes he havin his exams..sho weird horr??? now then start exams? now already term 3 liao lehx..haha...ya ya...gor gor say aft his exmas he gonna tak mie out de..ish a promise!! haha..eeks...went tu watch a few matches..hci manage tu b e top two in their group..our skool ish top worr..i was shocked..sighh..troubled lehx..pon co sho many times..siian halff....argh...tink i go slp barhh...*mmuacks*

aiyyooo

2005-07-01T21:05:00.000-07:00

siian..lose tu ny..hu cares lorr..injuried myself again..told julian bout it..then he was likk shoo unhappii..buddenn ish oni a matchh onii mahx.x.niidd not go find tt gurl de larhx..aiyoo..he hor...sho cong tong lorr..he said he wanna go settle wwit tt gurl..diaos worr...nth de larhx..told him nid not go find her le..then he say she injuried mie n still sidin her...i noe..budden..arguin ish not e way out marh..calm euurself down can?? aiyoo..i noe euu r worried..budden..dun sho ji dong can marr? ish likk..euur class n mine ish one class away onii..cos 2E n 1E exchg class rm..walk past his class i dint even wann look in cos..i dun wann..siighh..duno larhx...since gurls ish always around him den let it b larh...y euu all lik sho gan jiong bout it? i dun even giv it a dam lorr..lolx...let him b larh...once he lose e most important things then tt will b e time he noes how tu cherish things le mahx...dun tink ish e firs time liao le..third time liao larhx..he lie tu mie how many times? diaos right? said wanna come watch end up..dun even haf his soul there lorr..forget it larh...duno wad tu do le..skool reopen liao..siian..worst thing ish got matches than those teachers always giv sho muchh hw...siian de lorr..tink dunn wanna tinkk le larhx..siigh..

gues wad hapened tudae?

2005-06-27T18:19:00.000-07:00

our boiis had a match..n ish lik...win yuan ching lorr.at firs heard one idiot shoutin lik mad..guess wad...ish YUAN CHING'S coach lorr..alamak..super irritatin lorr..ggrr..nearly tak my bottle n throw intu his face..obviously i dint do tt?? well..i saw him!! HCI!!WOOTS!! omg..y m i lik sho excited? lol..ke..eunf..talked tu him todae worr..abit happi..cos talk awhile nia..lol...

todae skool reopen super super super siian arh!!!aiyo..chg in timetable tis n tt.alamak..sho frustrated lorr..freaK!!!!!!! erps!!.. how i wish at tt time i cud hug him n cry worrs..?? sob sob..tml c gurls match le..wish mie lucK!!!!.

sigh...skool gonna start liao

2005-06-26T19:54:00.000-07:00

sighh..tml skool gonna start liao lehx..surely goin tu b stressed lik mad de lorr..pek chek worr..siigh...howw???? omg!!i tink *ahem ahem* nth..lolx..hahaa...continue later

Hatred!!

2005-06-25T21:48:00.000-07:00

guess wad? jude lied tu miei lorr...he told mie will would come fer my concert..end up lehx?? say wad..got tuition cant come..at fis he shldnt haf promised tt he would come!!!!!!! hate euu!! argh..sigh..todae was super bored lorr...duno wad tu do..duno do hw or wad?sigh...slackin away? miss those daes with e moe peeps worr...we played lik mad at sch rmb? haha..4 daes bit too short le..haha..miss euu ppl..we rawks!!..sigh.

todae did nth? did abit hw oni...then msged him.then talk lorr..sigh..whole afternoon jus watched tv n tv n tv..till now lorr..sho slack hor?? i noe..no choice..my class produce us tis kind of stud mahx...nonsense!!.haha..sighh..

siian diao worrs..julian arhx..wad shld i do bout it?/ dun feel lik tinkin le larh..let nature b it bahx.i feel lik tinkin le worr..same prob comes up twice..expect mie tu do wad? effort flies intu e drain everytime..dun wann talk bout sad stuffs liao le..

WOots!! got hugs hugs frm gor gor again.how many hugs hugs le huh?? haha.xihong gor gor still owe mie two hugs hugs..haha...ppl qian4 qian3 huan3 qian3..xihong gor gor ish qian hugs huan hugs...haha...lame worr...

nxt weeek bball competition le worr..tink gonna skip co..haha..then go c e c boiis...yeah!! c gurls n c boiis we rawks sho much!! haha..FUHUA JIAYOOU!!

YEAH!!! nice conceert!! we rawks..moe camp^05

2005-06-23T21:17:00.000-07:00

Yeah!! we rawks worr..moe camp^05..haha..even thou ish short...haha..had lots of fun...at firs was lik in e mornin already vv tired...mayb past few daes nvr slpy well lorr..todae i was lik..hald aslp when i was playin? as in mornin combine..jeremy ish sick..heex.then we haf rehersal..mr lim dint time? erps..i was lik diao?? nvm larhx..aft lunch i was super tired le worrr..put on tie then do lots of things..haha..then went fer rehearsal..sho fun? lol.nowadaes pia fer e concert..now over le worr..gonna miss euu guys alot!!! hee...nxt yr hope tu c euu guys again!! super tired arh..ting weii was abit nervous at e backstage..he say he not nervous but his face betrayed him..haha..nvm larhx...concert master cant say he ish nervous when he ish mahx..yuppies euu r right!! haha..third bell gong gong..haha.then go out..sho many ppl worr...even thou not full hse..haha..quite fun nn tired..had a super fun dae.haha..went round takin pics..got gul ing qiang's signature n took foto wit him..haha..nice one worr..mr quek went round shakin everyone's hand n kp sayin gd luck n all e best..jiayou!! haha.sho nice of him lehx..haha..addicted tu him? lol..haha..gonna miss e camp le larhx..a full stop fer my holidays..sighh...thx seniors fer comin down worr..hee..thx everyone hu had put in effort fer e concert..especially mr lim? mr hoo thy all..vv worried tt we get sick.budden!! we managed tu b jian qiang!! heex..thx everyone! missing euu ppl!!

arghx/

2005-06-21T20:27:00.000-07:00

how worr? i duno lehx...im lik sho stressed le worr..no concern at all..sigh..i tried..but..ish euu dun wann reply lorr..euu ignored it..sigh..euu said euu wud do anything tu mak mie hapii..buden?im realli sick n tired worr..i might collapsed anytime...mayb my fren will b around mie tu tak care of mie bahx? m i rite? im realli tired..when i nid euu euu not there...i super fan worr..sighh.. i havin concert worr..euu not encouragin mie worr..euu sigh..made mie more worried...sigh..i dunno wad tu do liao le worr....concert comin hso soon..yet euu not halpin mie..euu makin mie more worried..dun wanna talk bout it le...

sho long nvrr blog liao..piggy worr..hee..miss my C GURRLS worr..bout one week nvr c em liao..miss em sho much worr.nvm...fuhua spirit..*fuhua jiayou* rmb?? lol..fuhua rawks kk? dun forget..lol...emmm..let us talk bout e moe camp..

haha..super duper fun...now second dae of camp liao..gonna end soon le worr...i love quek ling kiong!!!his conductin super gd worr...haha...other ppl quite nice also..ppl lik WILSON WEE>..argh...got teased by him lik mad worr..nvm...frens mahx..haf fun durin e camp;..hehee..my ssectional cher was samuel..argh..nvm...super nice worr...pipa grp rawks lik mad!!!!!haha..c..we sho strong..quek also complains..haha..gtg rest le...miss euu gurls!!!!!

YY m i tinkin bout itt?

2005-06-17T21:01:00.000-07:00

wad ish happenin worr...both C gurls n C boiis..got team work prob le worr...YY mus b at tis criticial moment then realise we got tis team work prob?? sigh..i duno how..ZHI HAO n EDDY got prob...n the team work prob got a hole liao..no one noes how tu sew bac..gurls team also..coach ish blowin hot n cold..hu e hell noes how tu settle worr..we nid worry fer tis n tt...sacrifice..euu tink we spend time on bball can haf good future ar...wth..pls tink fer us lorr..dun kp tinkin wad euu said ish always rite lorr..We as e students also habb zi zun xin one lorr..i dun understand yy...can anyone tell miie?? i duno worr..firs time in my life havin two ccas ish sho tired worr..y cant our gurls b more firm worr?at tis moment i went through alot of tinkin..my tears jus roll down..find tt im weak..i cant face any reality..i tried..but i failed...i duno how worr...feel lik dyin tis moment..but i cant..i noe i cant..many ppl nidds miie..i feel sho useless worr...i wan b strong i cant..i jus collapsed..sighh..when can tis team spirits come bactu us?? we niid euu...sob sob..

nxt week ish e moe camp le worr..im sho stress worr..i got no one tu talk tu worr...i nidd time fer myself..i dun wan get scolded again by sam..sighh..failure ish always a failure..thx fer comin fer e concert worr frens n seniors!!! thx fer euur encouragement...i niid tu tis n tt...cant euu ppl jus giv miei time tu rest?> im a human not robot....sack den sack la..idiot chew..llik fhco can survive lik tt..my foot..tell us get gold now get silver...wad e hell????????? big idiot liar..hate euu...since euu cant get it at firs...dun promise us...i hate euu..i hate euu..i hate chew!!!!!!!!!kp tinkin euur co ish e best...zhang yu ming's zhi hui ish better than eurrs.. i hate uu chew..empty promise!!!!!.

c gurls rawks!!

2005-06-15T21:14:00.000-07:00

yea..todae had a match wit ahmad ibrahim...wow..guess wad? we thrashedd em lik shit!! wow... FUHUA: 45 Ahmad Ibrahim:8...sho pathetic worr??? wow!gurls we rawks out man...tink coach also freaked out...45-8..lolsho happi worr...break record le worr...boiis also win..this ish our second friendly le..we win liao!!! three cheers fer fuhua bball team..wow!! we rawks sho much..nvm..we mayb goin tu sentosa nxtt fri..hee..BIG RELAX be4 e competition..mus jiayou!!! FUHUA JIAYOU!!!tired le...goin tu slp le..hee..

Holidaes

2005-06-12T20:11:00.000-07:00

OMG..half e holidaes hav fly away le worr..n yet i oni finish my maths hw oni...reader's disgest still lik oni did firs page worr..my schedule was sho packed..gonna haf lessons wit samuel soon le worr..sure get scoldins le worr..how? im scare..i dun wan scoldins..as in..i realli cant get my lun..i've tried my best tu search fer e sounds i wan..but it jus dun comes tu miie...can b more patient..i noe euu went through all tis...i nidd a rest..im lik a robot workin fer 24 hrs non stop worr..whole holidaes im jus lik goin bac skool fer ccas n ccas..wad tu do worr? MR teo sho kan de qi wo..sigh..i dun wan worr..really stressed wor..skool holideas gonna end le..my two projs still undone..as in..dunno how tu do...yy? wad's happenin tis holis? sigh worr..sho many things happened..out of e sudden worr.Sigh..jus hhope can do well lorr..moe camp comin le..i dun haf e heart tu go worr..worried bout match..aft match..im lik..a sick lil student..teachers will b busy tinkin where shld thy put mie?? co or bball? teo loves c mie perform..y not others? sigh.

1.haapi b'dae tu gor 2.wad ish happenin worr?

2005-06-12T20:00:00.000-07:00

10 june de worr...
Yox...actually wanna stay up till 12 tu wish gor happi b'dae, budden lazy. had trainin quite tired then orh orh liao..*pig*mornin wake up den rmbed was gor's b'dae as in HongZhou's birthday..my 31st gor..lolx..honoured?lolx.. ya..somehow duno y msg him ferr e whole dae..haha...

12 june de worr..
i duno??i reali not at fault..sho i won apologis!! trust mie..i might b soft hearrted but im stubborn...euu dun wan apologise dun apologise larh..i cant b bothered also..ish been 4 daes le..it will goes up tu more than a mth...c whu step out n apologise firs lorr..i wont apologise means i wont..im not sho unreasonable lik euu...euu said tt coach sucks big time..n end up euu turn up fer trainin..wad is it man? expect mie tu trust euu end up givin mie all kinds of attitude...i noe i can tolerate..do euu noe im toleratin???? euu noe mahx?? im e one sufferin kk?? i tolerate everything...till i cant i'll jus explode..understand mie can? is it sho diffcult?? if sho..den sorriew..sigh..i cant stand it le worr...be more understandin can?? pls?

fine..

2005-06-10T21:36:00.000-07:00

wad ish wrg wit him worr? i cant tolerate it anymore liao..aft tt friendly match wit rv i noe he injuried himself...when certain things occurs euu duno wad...sho wad if coach say ish euu? let it b larhx...he ish gettin on aggee liao...his eyes might b got a bit prob...cant euu jus let it b? sho wad if i say those things tu zhi hao? those rr jus words tu encourage him lorr...in fact ish tu encourage e whole team lorr..he ish taller than euu better than euu..i admit! how can euu jus say tt i tink zhi hao ish better? wth..tis matter haf nth tu do wit zhi hao lorr...er ren xian gao zhuang..i dare euu not tu come trainin larhx..sho wad? ish cos of bball then euu get into fuhua lorr...at thise age cant jus tolerate n suffer abit? n e result euu'll get ish marvellous one lorr..su hua shuo.."you qian jia gong zi bu hui chi ku"..i tink thy r rite? tis applies tu euu..i hate euu..i hate euur attitude..sho wad if euu r jealous anot? i dun care? wannted euu b clear wad ish goin on..coach ish always right? euu r e student euu suppose tu listen lor..now euu say euu'll b out of e team...I DARE EUU TO GET OUT!!.. NOW wad? say dun wanna come..in e end lehx...turn up..wad shit..lie..euu liar...i won forgive euu le..cold war starts ytd..thurs..c who fierce la...BIG DIAPPOINTMENT!! i dun care wad...euu look down on em y dare not say in front of em? i thot euu vv daaarin?? i hate euu...i hate euu...

Yea..i rawks..

2005-06-06T20:56:00.000-07:00

heex...todae had a friendly bball match wit juying..at firs when thy come..we thot thy super qiang...cos got alot of ppl..sho was lik..NVM...FUHUA JIAYOU!!..whole bball court ish our cheerin..wow...yupp...GURLS...euu ppl rawks...played firs quarter...got hit on my left hip twice...then cant run le..cos doc says canot get hit on my left hip again..n tt idiot gurl hit miie..NVM...haha..DA SHOU!! yea!my turn fer free throws.. at firs hip was super pain dint tink too much..firs ball AIR BALL..wah piang...nvm...second ball shoot liao went in tu snatch e ball..somehow it got in n DA SHOU again..sho it wass lik..FOUL IN..wow...one more free throw...silent worr..hee...my free throw rawks..at leas thelped my team tu scoree liao worr..heex..then got some of e lan ban qu..dint realli wan tu qiang cos ppl there sho rough..jump n snatch sure injuried de...sho dint reali qiang...sho wad juying ish gd? we r better lorr..hee...win em...c boiis also rawks too..both c gurls n boiis thrashed juying!! wow...how cool worr..but coach still wasnt reali happi larhx...mus jiayou le worr...match ish drawin nearer n nearer...wow..juying..thanks em..my FOOT AR!!..c how fuhua rawks? rawks lik hell!! wow..i mus continue tu jiayou!! heex..any supporters? lol..

true???

2005-06-05T15:25:00.000-07:00

Laying in your arms...listening to the beat of your heart,Hoping and wishing ..that we won't have to part.I love the softness of your hands coressing mine,I want to stay here with you for the rest of time.
I look into your eyes, you look back at me,I want us to be together for all eternity.You get up to leave ..how I hate it so,This is the worst feeling in the world, letting you go.I hold on tight as I give you one last hug good-bye,I watch as you leave ..I try not to cry.I sit and think about the time we spend together,Knowing that distance doesn't matter.. I will love you always ...Now n' forever.

i wann to be the only hand; youu wish to hold on to. a tear falls forever inside a brokenheart. before i met you. i never knew what; it was like to look at someone; and smile for no reason. holding to a dream; that wunn come thruu. somethings in life; are worth waiting for; even if it means waiting. you know youure in love; when the hardest thing;
to do is to say goodbye.

YY m i tinkin bout itt?

2005-05-31T21:52:00.000-07:00

yyy? y m i tinkin of him again? no..let go means let go le..dun wan tu feel tt pain anymore..realli hurts alot..dun wan..tryin my best tu let things go easily..dun come bac tu miie.im not a toy..come tu mie when euu r bored..go off when euu r sick of e toy...im not..hav euu ever tink through it? who can tolerate all euur kinds of attitude?? miie...hu is willing tu listen tu euu no matter how busy e person is? miie..Y? siigh..no use tellin euu all tis le..all had past...i'll jus leave everything tu time...let those daes b memories n b carried away by time bahx..i realli dun wan tink bout it le...THK msged miie n made miieee recall alot of of pasts memories..hurts...i dun wan euu means dun wan euu cos i dun lik euu at all..euu came tu mie as n when euu lik..haf euu ever tink fer mmie mahx? my feelings? hate U!!im e oni gurl tt tolerated all kinds of euur attitude...i hate euu..i dun lik euu...get out of my sight!!..dun wan euu..i dun nid euu..Trust mie.i dun niid euu.dun pin anymore hopes on miie..i dun like euu..euu've got tu let mmie go..one day euu haf tu do tt...euu wait fer tt dae tu come bahx..i hate euu means i hate eu..sobb.sobb..

duno wth wrg wit tt jeremy lorr..so..nvm...scold mie..nvm!!! scold.. euu tink i can tolerate..jus wait n c wad will happen...sho wad if euu r my senior..euu can joke wit mi i cant is it? fine!!i hate euu...i HATE JEREMY!! sob.sob.sob.

sigh

2005-05-29T16:45:00.000-07:00

sho long nv blogg le..cos of e moe music camp mahx..vv tired...sho nvr come online nvr blog...now sick le worh..sigh...ytd fever 39..Sho high..xia si wo.now at leaast better than ytd le..bac tu e camp..sho fun..sectionals were quite bored..but combines were funn...at firs quite blurr when we go through those those songs..quite gd lar...listen tu e xian yue i vv horr...aiyoo..nvm dun sae liao..duno wad happen tu me...aft e camp i collapsed..had fever...err...sho high...pengs..at firs dun wanna go c doc..no choice fever realli too high le..sho go c doc lorr..siigh..siian diaoo..in e afternnoon prac pipa again...was no bad la..played muo gui..fingers lik no feeling de.jus go up n down..aft finish playin then realised it's painfull..heex...mad rite?haha.. lolx..mad lar..then watch tv awhile..took dinner then eat medicine(yucks) then prac again..duno wad exactly happen tu my lun..PENGS WORRRRR....siian.dun feel lik playin pipa liao..lik sho dead de worr.so stressed..everyone ish improvin le worr..n im still stucked there..i haf stressed...sam gav mie stressed..skool gav mie stressed..STRESSED WORR>..can i choose tu giv up?? sigh..duno wad tu do..holidays ful of ccas pracs n projs tu do..siian..sho busy..all..yy m i sho stressed de??

whyy diidd i ddo tt jusssss ferr euu??

2005-05-21T19:45:00.000-07:00

wad ecxactly happen to miie worh? hu can tell mie? tis afternoon walk into my room lie on my bedn i cried..duno y..tinkk of him i was lik..wants to cry le worr...sho sadd..depressed worh..i nid euu i wan euu but i cant haf euu wor...sigh..my life is lik sho miserable le worh...wad exactly happen?/ sigh..life is lik sho...as i've said..im lik a lil gal bein brought into e forest n bein left all alone by myself by him worh...yy??i duno how tell euu worh..tell le scare euu sad..dun dare hurt euu worh...i duno y till tis moment im stil so kind wor??euu made miei suffered n i dare not b evil tu euu worh?? i realli cant mak myself to hurt euu lik how euu hurt miie..it hurts..i dare not let euu suffer...i dunn wan euu tu suffer..i nidd euu...sigh...is it trrue tt once lost can nvr b brought back?? eternity worh?? sighh..totally lostt..reali miis euu n nidd euu by my side worh.sigh..*promised not to cry for guys anymore*well msged him jus now..dunno wad's wrg wit him worhh..suddenly lik bu shuang,i was lik..pengs diao..nvm worh.,i tolerate it..he lik...sigh.duno how say.;once again..bein locked in e box full of darkness,he is e oni one can unlock n open up e box for miie toc e lightt..

Camppp(wed n thur) fri(wad iizit bout?)

2005-05-21T11:41:00.000-07:00

Yupp..wed n thur went for nyaa campp/..rawks till lik duno wad..lolx...FUHUA OI!!!!!haha..yup..wwed went to amoy quee camp..thy send us tu our bunks...quite ok la..still can slp de larhx..haf to chged into PT..wed down to assemble..met up wit e guys..OMG was tt our grp is wit 2E lorr..pengs worr..nvm..went for e M..O..C..so fun...haha...nids team work..e instructor so ke aii..he vv hao xiao worh..kp jokin wit us...nvm..all e M.O.C thingys was nice..went for lunch den..so nice..continued wit our activities..ehh..was e archery..fun fun fun..threw stones here n there wit smuff..then our turn liao..shoot it nice n well..wow..cool..2GE rawks!went to paintball aft tt..i dint plae..cos of stomach pain..duno wad's wrg lorr...aft paintball is low elements..cool rite??? tis require lot of teamwork..heex..glad tt thy did haf e team work spirit worr..we rawks on larhx..lolx..comes to e low wall..pengs manx...vincent n wen quan helped everyone upp..mayb thy wan EM to hav e courage to get emeselves upp there no matter wad their size is:'(( erm..when it was "her(she)turn...thy tried pushin her up..end up vincent injured himself.poor thing larhx..nvm..SHE stuggled upp there...ppl up there n down duno wad to do..she was lik..dun wan move up nor down lorr..mak things so diffcult...e instuctor up there was lik..mei you li le worr...frm mornin till now mahx..end up she zuo guang..all ppl was lookin lorr..imagin how embarassed she was? then is chong 'jies' turn..chong ping larhx..he also..he was at least beta..ppl up n down cant pul him up or help him down...somehow he fell...bout one storey high..then'bump' so loud worr..lucky nth happen to him..went for dinner den..yawns man..aft tt did e reflections...start of campcruff den. three hrs for tt..lucky time passes real fast.went off to shower blah blah blah n then slp;...

thurs...early in e mornin wake up n bathe..finished everything at bout..5..then siian worr..lie on my bed nth to do..fell aslp..in G5 fell aslp..wake everyone up..then wear shoes brin everything down to e place..assemble liao..smurff sit in front of miie..we crap so much which qing hwee..lolx..took our breakfast...went too to MacRitChies Reservior for trekkin..slept on e bus..when gonna reached,..shun jie duno shout my name for up..then wak miie up..then saw marists oni..diao lorr..nvm..continue slpin..cos e driver nids to find a suitable place for us to alight..placed our bag on e grass field..diao..so dirty lorr..nvm...went off trekkin..we were lik INSIDE E lornie trail liao hor..started to drizzle..then big rain..diao worh..ran bac.WALKED ONE BLOODY BIG ROUND..pengs..whole sec 2s...2G was lik..totally drenched...peng.nvm..took our stuff n snacks bac to e bus n eat..so wet lorr..totally wet man..took bout 45 mins to walk out lorr...so long..diao..didnt manage to catch some slp.on e bus...diao..reached skool le do reflections on trekkin..duno wad to write..pengs..nvm..lcuky not last grp to leave e hall if not haf to clean up e whole place..went of wit susu to eat then go home lor..go home i unpack everything n use com then orh orh lor...bout 3 daes nvr msg him..i was lik..peng pengs pengs worr..siian diao..his image kp flyin into my mind..nvm larhx..

fri..
went tu skool todae..guess wad?? half e class wasnt there..28 out of 44 were present..was lik..whole class can pon diao whole dae lorr..so lack worr..well den..aft skool went home..was lik..no one attended emaths lor..so tired..hu wans tu attend..siian...too bad sissy chong..sigh..depressed worr..whole mind is full of him...wad can i do to forget him?? yy he lik tt??aft his tt grandma thing..he was there chged into a new person..hey..but i cant adapt to e new person...yy??cant he b more understandin?? i tried my vv best to adapt to e new person..but i cudnt...yy??wad's hapen to him? cant he jus tell miee? im sufferin? does he noe?? wad's goin on? he led mie into e forest n leave mii there? n expected someone elses to led miie out of e forest?? is tis wad euu expect?? if yess tell miie.. i dun wan to jus move around tt small circle anymore..im jus stucked..totally stucked..duno wad to do..i nid euu..i missed euu..i wann euu...but i jus cant haf euu...siigh..iiif tts fate..or wad?? i tinkk i'll choose to giv upp sooner or later?? giv miie euur decision n i'll mak mine...becos of euu... i tried to do everythin to mak sure euu not sad,,not worried...b happi..end up wad euu haf given miie was..tong ku..it hurts..imagine a knife is bein stabbed into euur heart..tt kind of pain..it hurts alot..e cut jus go deeper n deeper.i duno...i wish i won haf tt kind of pain...sigh...sob sob..

whyy diidd i ddo tt jusssss ferr euu??

2005-05-21T07:40:00.000-07:00

waaadd exacttly happen tu miie??? tis afternoon mum scolded miei ask mie dun prac le..coss vv noisy.duno y i so bu shuang,..then go into myy own room..lie on my bed..tinkk bout him again..n i cried..yyy did i do tt?? i promised i won cry for any guys anymore le..sigh..i duno wad's happenin to miei worh..tinkk of himm denn feel lik cryinn le.cann anyone tell miei wad's happeninn? as i've said..im lik a lil gal bein brought into e forest n bein left there all alone..imagine it worh..how bad it is to b left alone all by urself??i nidd euu i wan euu all i cant haf is euu..,so true worh..is it true tt once lost canot b brought bac?? i wan him..eternity worh..sigh..y cant i cheer my self upp? y??

sad..wad shld i do worr??? im sick le worr

2005-05-17T21:43:00.000-07:00

Eu noe wad??tis mornin msged him so many times he lik cant b bothered to reply worr..i was so sadd lorr..thou i was talkin to my frens..siigh..lik so many daes nvr msg le..feel lik givin up le worr..i lik so...xin ku..bie zai xin li mian...ssad lorr..he expect miie to do everything..YEs..i did..wad bout him?? did he do his part??i cant tak it le worr..im vv tired worr..wad ish he tiinkiin??can he tel miie mahx??i realli vv xin ku..ssun got scold by samuel for my lousy playin..did some reflactions too..y euu wann to givv miie more stress??? i niddto rest one worr..im a human..im not robot worr...can euu jus understand miei mahx????iff reali wans mieito giv upp..i realli cant.but i dun bear to do it worr..i nid euu worr..wad exactly happen to euu? dun kp miei in e dark can??i vv xin ku one lor..i'll suffocate to death on day worr...tink for miie cann??? siigh..if youu realli cant..tinkk onii i can do is to giiv upp//lik my gor gor,.miss euu lots lor..feel lik huggin euu worr.i dun wan it now..i oni wan euu to b bac to normal..sighh..will myy wish come true?/

Myy gan nuu err's chalett.

2005-05-15T22:07:00.000-07:00

wahx..started on fri afterrnoon..went out witt melissa n jasmine to bugis..mit up wit em at tiong...got susanna shi qian n jeslin also..we went to eat at bugis.actually wanna tak neos but too many ppl liao n we dun wanna wait so lon..so walk walk around n bought a new wallet for myself..$19..quite ex..but..nice worhx..wen to pasir ris white sand shoppin mall walk walk..lik nth de..so quiet..nvm..saw yuchunn(myygannuer) went to meet upp wit her..took e shuttle buss go in...she checked in norhx...den went up to e room ro settle down..had a pillow fightt wit susanna thy all..so funn..then afternoon went cyclin norhx...deen was lik..played till quite late lorr..denn quickly rushed bac coss nu err's mum is comin le..so went bac...wentt forr showerr...denn tak dinner lorr...at nite we do wad arr??? oh ya...went outt walkk walkk wit her frens..she got to tak carre of e thy all lor(dun wan to b so detailed)..then blah blah blah lorr..went bowl..so blody cold lor...leng si woo le..denn nuu err camee..she play so funni..lolx..she can laugh at herself..then gott to noe theresa xiong yong(duno how spell)pursy n wei jie...lolx..wei jie lik so nice worr...heex..thy all so nice..all of us go out paly whole nite..go bac to e chalet bout 4+..went to slp.i slp on e chair..bout 6+ nuu err came inn,..she wak wei jie upp denn everyonne wak upp..went mornin cycliin..lolx..she denn sendd herr frens off...
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went to sentosa..wit melissa n jas..plae play plae..ltr..shun jie thy all came..we played together lor..Sj ty all wanna go for siloso cc e singapore hist..thy went off...left miie mel jas lor.lied on e bridge for bout 1/2 hr worr..then wake up..totally red liao..SUN BURN worr...then walk bac..went to washed upp..called shun jie thy all n meet up wit emm..went to meet shi qian then
go bac to e chalet..so tired wworr.everyone was lik..so tired..on e mrt train all of uss was lik..so noisy worr..heex..nvm..reached chalet le..went up to e room n slack.at nite got bbq...lolx..then bbq n eat lor..went slack slack abit...aft tt mel jas n sf went home..denn aft ish qii yiin n shi qian left lor...left wit mie jessica n steph..stayed over to accompany nuu err lorr...we slp at bout12am..wake up bout 3.30 am..let her relatives thy all orh orh lor..went out to cheers buy coffee...drink liao lik no effect..came bac hor..c e mahjong table empty we qucikly sit on e chairs there den fall asllp lor..oni nu err n mie...steph n jes went to beach walk walk..denn when nuu err n i wak up liao..went out to find em lorr..walk bac together..den chat chat chat..heex..mornin le worr..we eat eat eat n watch tv prog..then was lik bout 9 liao..went home lor..nuu err walked us outt..waited for bus wit us..bus came..she walked bac alone lor..then miie steph jes on e train so noisy..tts all bout e camp lorr..heex..nice worr..love my nu err so mmuchh...muackiess..

myy compliicatedd life..

2005-05-10T22:24:00.000-07:00

siigh..sad..duno larhx..todae lit paper was lik...siigh..siian diao ..then art..wanted to slp..if get caught..draw a new one worr..lucky i nvr..then try to stay awake till 12.30..whew..then aft tt went to je lib..then go buy coffee boii then go ntuc..jude called in,ask him bout e sentosa.he suddenly hang up lor..waited for him to call bac..he nvr..went home den..tak lunch then plae coom..then slp till 8+then wake up..duno how to study for maths liao.die..heex..lolx..jude n vivian had some misunderstandin worr..one my gor gor one my senior..how help??? siigh..

didnt msg him todae..neither did he msg him..feel lik givin up lle worr...hen xin ku...im vv troubled..sometimes.realli tinkin shld i leave him alone??can i choose not to talk to him??..all is i can..jus to c if i wan anot..but i cant..i cant do tt.somehow jus canot lor..y i cant?sigh..duno..jus tink of him i'll go bac to e past..sigh.sad..nahx..i almost forget everything in e past liao..sometimes realli canot tak it..his ignorance made mii lik dyin off...once more..jus once more..everything will b over..will i b able to kp tis promise??? sigh...today's lit paper i finish early..then here daydreamin cos cant slp..tt stupid cockroach..then tink of him..siigh...shld i giv up mahx..wo hen xin ku..kuai si diao le...siigh...im tired of tis le..since u lik ignore miie den wad i can do? dun talk to u larhx..expect miie talk then get scolded? sigh..i duno wad im there for..whenever u r sad im there to help..wad bout miie? bein left alone to rot there myself..siigh..

say bout ****** bahx..i duno larhx..everytime i feel so left out.im not bein cared..im jus bein left alone..how long haf i been toleratin tis?a dae? NO..more than a mth le..did i ever say out? no..did i cry for u? no..not worth it..im cant b bothered...everything can jus leave there..u noe how to start it..pls put e full stop there urself..i dun wan to b so kind to help u put down one full stop there for u..i cant always b helpin u..firsly..hav u ever thot of my feelins? nxt,wad bout miie presence? m i invisible or wad? nxt,haf u show any concern to miie?? lastly...i jus wan say..i dun wan suffer..i hate it..i dun wan to b troubleed...im always there by ur side to help u..wad bout miie? y m i always bein left out??..ahh..go do some reflections larhx..pek chek lor..

my compliicated lifee..

2005-05-08T21:18:00.000-07:00

sighh..wak up in e morn..saw tt idiot at hm..then nvm..went to do my things..did abit art..then study abit hist too..so hard worr..duno can remeber anot..went to sam's hse at bout 12.45 to haf my lessonss..denn was jake's..heex..he hor..play tt hell song he still can talk...lolx..heex..then came bac...at tiong waitin for bus 123,saw cousins..went to pop to get e crayon denn went to kopitiam to eatt...heex..went home aft tt...study hist again...heex..cos tml hist mye lo...sigh..on my way home..** reply..den i was tinkin..y cant he cherish ***? he gave up on ** cos of youu...n youu dunn evenn care..i dunno wad u r tinkin..few times..i was tinkin..shld i givv up anot?? i told myself..no..i cant..i mus cheng xia qu..u wan mie understand u..i tried my bestt to do so..butt end up i suffer kk..nvm..say all tis is lik no use..no one bother..no one cares..live it lik tt..n im lik..gonna givv upp liaoo..siigh...im tired of trying..how i wish i can jus lock myself in e room without goin out to c e bluee skyy..siighh...sobx sobx..

my compliicated lifee..

2005-05-07T21:56:00.000-07:00

sigh..sad..everydae lik tinkin of him..fri was havin mt paper...i finished my compo.then slp.den dream of ***..sigh..tpaper 2 oso..miss him badly worr..reasons for not msgin him..1.DIDNT msg u cs is care say e wrg thing..dun wan to b scolded...2.dun wan msg u cos dun wan u to b more frustrated..bout two daes nvr msg him..then todae he msg mie..i got abit dun wanna reply..no choice then reply lor..sigh..mornin wake up then went eat breakfast..he le go do art..help mum do some hsework then go tiong wit aunt..brin li cousin c doc...came bac with her..didnt wan to go bugis wit my cousin...came bac there study abit history n do abit art lor..heex..nth much for todae la..im vv tired aft doin e hsework..didnt rest..heex...i wanna prac my pipa!!if not i will si diao..heex..so got cheng zhu!!jiayou!!

my compliicatedd life

2005-05-05T20:53:00.000-07:00

sighh..todae was lik..firs two period mt then nxt two LIT..wah piang..duno y time passses so slow worr..then aft recess is suppose to b eng bt cher nvr come then ms wong took tt period..then lik 3 periods of lit then maths..history mrs seah nvr come mr fong took over...ssci mr yeo nvr come denn mr koh relief...we bring us to e com labb 2..watch e sec 1s work..e firs one was quite nice bt others was lik..so so bahx...then maths again.we had 3 period of maths todae..siian..brain lik workin non stop throughout e maths lesson..cant rest one worr..but at least learn new things..stimultaneous equ. ..aft sch suppose meet tt xihong hor..end up..rot till canot rot then he quickly go home liao..without tellin miee..nice gor hor? diaox. den miie tanhua susanna n xueli we stayed in e lib till 4.30...still rainin..nvm den walk out..heex..tanhua was on e fone wit xiaoqing.thy two so funny..heex..tanhua kp chgin character..wow..so funni lor..then came home..use com awhil..went to slp..haha..slp til bout 8 den wake up..yanzhang qi si wo liao...he hor..horrible..nvm.. he is nice'gor' hor?? diaox..

my compliicatedd life

2005-05-03T16:29:00.000-07:00

sigh..todae start off e daee witt...ermm..flag risin..our formal president passed away on 2 may'05..sadd worr..mr goh announced tt both singapore flag n sch flg wil b hang haf mid..then aft mornin assembly,whole sch 1 min of silence..then was lik..upper sec was there makin some noise...no respect lehx...nvm..we r lik tt. then wwent bac to class tis n tt till 1.30..mr lim told us tt...frm TML onwards..he won b around till nxt week..SAD!!.then tt stupid miss lee gonna tak over..she super slow lo...till now haven finish teachin all e syllabus tt is gonna b tested..n e paper already set liao..WAH PIANG...will die e lehx..lucky tml gott oni one eng period.lucky!! thur will die..got 4 periods..nvm..then went for e CO meetin..waste time..oni forone nya thing mr fong n mdm khor talk so bloody long..siian..service at e elderly home..CO^M LEHX..wah piang..todae durin music msg hiim worr..at firss thott he wonn reply cos mayb he angry..nvm..he wasnt!! so nice of hiim worr..he reply liao i nvr reply..duno wad to reply..nowadeas ppl r lik..gettin sick liao...jian yuan got gastric..then mie stomach pain pain worr..then wanna go sickbed de..but end up nvr..heex..now better le worr..frens out there tak care worr..drink more water...
[[//-missinhiimeverymomentfrmnoww...__*]]

noo morre miie

2005-05-02T18:01:00.000-07:00

sighh..dunno yy my lifee so miserable de...siigh..mornin msg hiim likk wann replyy dunn wann replyy..sighh duno hiim larhx..morninn mama n dad was still okk..butt somehoww...duno wadd happenn..siigh...maybb i suggestt divorcee bahx..mama miie n sis maybb can leadd a betterr lifee witoutt himm bahx..went to jie jie hse for awhilee..then camee bacc get things..he siao siao one..lock e door..nvm, den kb..sucks!.he starteed to kb he sae we kb..GND lorx..in front of myy bigg auntt he chged e whole story..walao.realli can gnd liao..*choose not to use vulgarities*duno wad he tinkinn lorr..fine..one word..divorce..

can someone tell miie y i jus cant haf a peaceful dae??y cant? i nidd someone to tokk to...whuu cann tt bb? cant always b my gorr gorr..even thou he is so carin..y other family wonn haf tis kind of probs? y oni my family haf?? cant thy jus qian jiu each other?? i wii hav nervous breakdown de...im a human too.i haf my own pride,freedom,own tinkin..y cant thy jus grow up??im not a child lik be4 le..i've grown upp...plss!! respect miie can??? sighh..maybb i'll leave u jus likk tt n foreverr..mayb it's a harsh decision..i nidd time to heal n nidd time to clam downn..SRY to him

sucky dae..

2005-04-29T20:55:00.000-07:00

walao...todae was lik so dam siian..sigh..then was lik..everything..forget it..paper 1 fai lle larhx..no recipient's add how i noe is formal..i not smart kk...siigh..then got paper two..so diffcult...bout e depression de...how to cure it.i was there super diao..duno wad it talkin bout..aft paper was lik..dun wanna tink liao..since it's over le..went to tanhua's hse aft tt..saw wanting n weishan there takin there pics pics bac..lolx.then went into her hse..ate e macaroni..n watch e korean show..so funny..then went sch for oral..lame mahx..i noe..my examiner was si zhang lang..YANG BAO BAO ASKed mie call qiyin then took my fone away. sayin tt no fones in e examinations hall..i was there super diao..so worried lo..while readin e paper..nxt classs gonna start there oral soon..nxt to miie was hiim..kp smiilin to miie.. i was lik..dotx...aft MY ORAl went to tak bac my fone lor...then went off to chevrons wit jiamin n steph n susuanna..jwent to e third floor...saw tt shuai guy(not interested) not as shuai as e yuhua ncc de..then steph n jiamin played pool..susanna n i was watchin ppl bowl..then TEAM JJC was there..e gurll so proo...everytiem she bowl is STRIKE STRIKE STRIKe... so pro...then steph thy all finished le we went to c MISS TAN(fhb conductor) play..in fonrt of us were one grp of er xin gurls..talk so loud..not ya guan at all..we went off..took 99.actually wanna play bus de...end up..mie n susanna alighted at e sch bus stop..saw him..he waved hand n smile..i was there shocked n duno wad to do..then smile bac..lolx.went to e opp. bus stop n took 334 to jec..came home then..now bloggin...siigh..bad dae..i msg hiim n tt someone hor..lolx..he no reply..e someone reply bac some lame thhings..i was there so diao diao diao liao..bout 7+ he den replied..abit sad lar...but at least got reply wad..heex...misi hiiiiim alot... [[baobeisworldrawks___*]]

MYE comin liao

2005-04-28T16:01:00.000-07:00

tml is mye liao...so scare do well for my paper..if not my mama will start naggin worr..tml aft paper got ORAl..then aft oral haven decide where to go yet..cos of gor gor la..mafan lor..at firs ask miie do tis..in e end lehx? pek chek..dun sae le..ya..miis hiim..tiinkin of hiim every moment..he jus cant leave my heart*****.his name jus goes down deep into my heart..he is e oni guy tt i cant forget....suddenly do tis will tink of hiim..do tt will tink of hiim..so long nvr talk le..hope he is comin to my concert..then i will b vv happi..heex..[[baobeisworldrawks___*]] miss hiim la..got nyaa journal..walao..do till i siian...lik everything write same thing...but gotta get ttt award so jus write lo..got nyaa camp to help us get tt award...camp is 19 n 20 may..wahx..sec 2 CAMP..then sec 3 got CAMP again..lolx..luckiest batch of stud..lolx...ya...miss seniors n everyone...MYE starts liao for upper sec..mus jiayou n work hard woorr...luck...

Yea..22/4 Rawks...

2005-04-24T19:20:00.000-07:00

gueess wad??? fri was e last PERFORMANCE WITH SSSENIORS lehx...so sad..omg...co rawks e whole speech dae man!!...CO rules..ya..aft e performance while YANG lao shi talkin..i cant tak it..i cried..hehe...again!nvm...heex..then wen to chg. then went off...go treat chew eat..one person bout $10..there got 28...so is lik..$280 haha..so ex rite??? i noe..haha..but is treat chew eat de mahx..so is alrite la..haha..then cheered n scream lik mad..OMG..then play...vivian act lik ruhua..i was there..omg n laughin lo.then sing'wo you yi ke xin..muack muack..song gei yi ge ren..muack muack..na ge ren jiu shi zhou lao shi..MUACKKKK..'hahaha,..ppl at my table was bloody mad manx...kp takin pictures..walao..so bloody dam off ee mad lo..im so mad nowadays..mayb cos of e syf da ji tai da le..muahaha..then end up become ki siao..yea..fhco rawks kkx.x.dun come di siao siao..ahhaha.lolx..we rawks we rawks..two yrs later we got gold victoria will CRY man..hahaa..lolx.
jkjk...haha...sigh...now exams comin le..mus study liao..cant play anymore.hahahyea..we rawks..MSCO n FHCO RRAWKS man...BEAT VICTORIA in two yrs' time..haha..lolx..haha...im so mad..omg..lolx..haha...yea...we rules man..hhahah..seniors all mus jiayou worr...o' n n's comin le..wow..mus get good results!!...yea..continue to rawks on!!>.

Sad DAE..SYF JUS SUCks

2005-04-21T20:03:00.000-07:00

sigh..ytd got result...when noe result le...i cried non-stop....its pretty sad..sigh..whole co cried...everythin is over..no one to blame except ourselves...correct? everythin is in our hand le..but we jus dun cherish it...wad to do..let it b...todae is marists turn..thy got their results..thy oso cried lik duno wad...esp 'terry'...lac lar...everythin is over..u n miie two yrs later still haf chance to get bac wad we lost..kkax? no more tears..mus really zheng4 zuo4 qi3 lai3..its not e end of world!!! rember chew is always wit us!! if dun haf him..our co won get silver le..jiayou n move on kkax guys>??? heex.. kinda tired..tml still got speech dae performance..siian si liao..mus do do hw liao...*sad*

Sad

2005-04-18T22:04:00.000-07:00

Omg...heard sth...siigh..*heart shattered* in pieces le la..forget it..won review anythin out..todae in sch SO TIRED MAN...aft co got home.siigh..many things happen..sigh.duno wad to do lehx...tnk of tis sad..tink of tt sad...siigh man...duno lahx..gonna b a short post here.SORRi..will still lik him no matter wad...

siian.n sick

2005-04-16T20:03:00.000-07:00

sigh..duno y suddenly will sick de..so many daes nvr blog le...cos lazy...lolx...ya..sorta lo...nowadays gettin lazier n lazier..siigh...sian.ytd whole dae msg jh...lucky gt someone to msg..if not i will die of boredness..siigh
todae went for sch co...Syf rehearsal....zou tai,..guess wad...toook part in syf lik so long be4..firs time in my life..zou tai walk in n out for 6 times or more..siigh..kiasu..then came bac home..realise forgotten to hand in d nt n got hsitory hw n test plus eng..siigh...sch jus sucks...left four more daes to syf le..mus realli jiayou worr...siigh...dun tink wanna say anymore..vvtired..

sigh...

2005-04-12T20:19:00.000-07:00

todae..nth much lo..as usual..sch then art..went com lab..then do research..finish liao then go bac for sci...SLEPT through e lesson..oh..recess...then got Dnt...followed by music..then double eng...mr lim still dare say got NO eng todae..then in e end..he appear for e lesson..i was lik...huh?!? nvm then..aft sch got lik...express maths lor..e qns al so diff...do till i wan die..then went for sectional...was SLACKIN lik mad...nvm..8 more daes to SYf le...JIAYOU!!..todae so tired..duno y??? tml got chi speellin......how???haven learn..haven study...sad lor..so much things to do...hope...can jus disappear off...siigh..siian..yea..got some good news thou...remmber bout e moe camp audition???ya...i got in..YEA..so happi...can go QI si YUJIA..haha...no la..canot b so bad...im not bad gurlll lor..lolx..sigh..tink gota go off..

Abit happi??

2005-04-11T20:44:00.000-07:00

siigh...9 more daes to CO COMP le...siigh..
m i..
-happi??
-sad??
-excited??
-scared??
dun tink so...took part in e comp be4..shld b alrite for miie..hope we realli can get GOLD...wei xiao zheng guang..shld b able bahx..fellow co members..lets work hard for bout 9 more daes n tts it...canot waste our effort...we spend so much time on it..Yea.. JIAYOU worr...

(\\ wad happen todae??___*)
nth much..went to sch in e morn...went for morn assembly..then firs period was eng..then BELL RING(0805)...went to chg went tanhua...then saw wanting...we go bac to study area put down our things then go PUT make up..so funny..play in e toilet..then rushed out..cos late le...gotta go JPS(PJS)...then went onto e bus..so near oni lorxx..nvm...then reached le..their sch is so OLD...OMG..nvm lehx..even thou e sch hall is SMALl.. but is BETTER than our sch one..haha...then pperforrmed...got malay dance, chi dance followed by chi orch lor...when startin of xing kong was abit luan..but slowly ok le...find tt our fhco abit strange lor..when prac rite..can b super gd...but go for performance...start to worrii.then dun play well..y arhx?? lolx..dun understand..nvm..came bac to sch..went to sch hal...tak GROUP PIC...SO LONG LOR>.spend half an hr..dotx man...then went chg...chg till ik bout 12.30 le...then thy say got break till 1 pm...k lor..then went to eat at canteen wit tanhua..wanting went bac to class to revise her physics..then we eat till lik 1.10pm then go bac class...yang bao bao was lik..'xian zai ji dian le? gan kuai hui ban shang'..then i orh..then walk off wit tanhua..went to e toilet slack till 1.30 then go bac class..haha...smart rite???lolx...slackers...then rest..go out buy slurpee.then came bac to sch...got co again...then went for co lor...i was lik..si diao yi ban..lolx...ppl msg miie i also duno..den msg gor gor yan zhang talk talk half way he noe reply...dotx rite??? nvm...then chew talk i do maths..as he talk..i finish my maths le lo.then STOPPED le.then play xing kong n long.then finally co ends...then tt tortise cher ask YANGQIN n liuqin kp mahx..duno wad's wrg wit tt rotten apple...todae e chairs oni lik..1/2 is she pai one wad...then she there say..'wad???us again???we AlWAYS pai e chairs lor'so?lik todae sshe got pai e chairs for PIPAS...siao..then jin lin n miie bu shuang her then say back..as a member of co mus help wad..duno mehx...simple rule also duno..still call urself pro..wad shit are u??? nth lo...hate U mean HATE u..then took bus to je interchg..took e mrt.then chg bus..siigh..finally now..im in front of e com bloggin lor...lolx..got his no. so happi...

Sighh...tink shld realli giv up on tis gor man!

2005-04-10T04:33:00.000-07:00

siigh.blog is lik..dead for so many daes le.is i lazy so blog not i dun wan larhx..haha..PIggY..siigh...tis few daes was dam pissed cos of ZHANG DAFANG...dunno wad's wrg wit him lor..siigh..say liao oni hurt myself more...siigh.i heard wad he said on e fone tt nite..walao..say till i lik..totally a stranger to him....ignore mie..u tink i will bother? ignore ignore lor..siigh..say wad..i duno how to b auto to msg him firs mehx?> so wad?>? o pls..u r a guy lor...fine...DUn wanna say anymore..it HURTS k...i reali dun understand wad's happenin..*lost*...sob sob...tryin to help him yet he scold miee...fine...wad a nice....Wad is friendship exactly for??

[-//lostgal...lostworldconfused_____*]
can someone tell miie??
Y he mus he b liik tt??
we are tryin OUR vv BEST to help hiim le??
is he so hopeless??
NO!! i dun wan c my gor gor lik tt??
duno..can someone tell miie??/
bu ren xin kan dao ta bei pian
Wad r friendship meant for?
no hates rite??
care rite??
wad else??
anyone out there noes??
Wad's happenin to hiim??
i dunt noe??
u noe??hu noes??/
can he come to his sense??
it realli hurts us so MUCh...
[[//-lostgal___*]
hopefully gor gor noes wad's happenin to hiim..hope he will coome to his sense IMMEDIATELY...siigh..

SupEr BOreD...

2005-04-06T17:39:00.000-07:00

5 daes nvr blog le..ha..lazy to blog mahx...still remember bout 2/3 daes ago...we scold someone...he was lik super fierce...but in fact he is reali vv fierce..tink shant review anything bout tt..he will b lik...'huh???y u type out???lik tt he(e guy whose fone was bein confiscated) will noe tt i noe u!!!' duno y he so gan jiong..sian...as usuall..at nite everyday conference...ytd conference till i slp...haha.PIgGy..todae super bored... firs two period is history..TLLM..so bored..then copy those notes for Chap 10..quite interestin but..abit slpy...finally mrs seah finish talkin...then when she finish chap 10..she said:'class,if u can read tis two pgs now...u can reest or do other subs hw..' we were lik..huh??? she so nice mehx? last time aft readin it we rest she will shout??? strange..then aft readin i 'rest' lo.haha.. alot ppl oso 'restin'..haha..nxt then got maths...miss lee crapped so much lo..i was lik...msgin there..she thot i was payin attention to her craps....then got pe..do warm up le run twp rounds arnd e sch...run wit lilian..then sit at e stairs there wit step susu n jes..4 of us tokin bout sth larhx.. shant review oso..then bell ring.recess..went to chg aft tt..go up hall for assembly...sing e sch song then got 'prize givin'..n MICHELLE presented e green audit proj..so..sigh..quite bored also..then got drama..thy so funny...rap still so nice....Yea...then go bac for cme..mr ng came in told us tt we nid to do e international friendship dae research...ha..most of us no nid do...e i/cc gonna finish everything..ha..we pretty lazy sia...then 12 ppm le...took my bag n left e class for upper sec assembly performance..got abit nervous..afterall is still quite alrite..hopefully we can get gold for syyf...cO rAwKs...siigh..no hw..then gootta do revision for sci test lor...super siian...

depressed...

2005-04-01T18:49:00.000-08:00

siigh...dun reali noe wad exactly happens to mie...heard wad tanhua said ytd..rather pissed..he too guofen...shall not review anything larhx..siigh...start to dislike him cos of her...y mus she...forget it...hate u!! not gonna talk to u again or listen to wad u say le..i wuld choose a path to mak myself happi rather than mak myself so sad..
er ya..todae in sch..as usual lor..mornin assembly..then all news...thy gonna talk to us bout e aspects of our sch uniform..siian..mayb it's gonna b e item for our assembly nxt week..siian..irritatin too..tis mornin got sci..then do some sci work..so fast classs tests comin soon le lehx..stressed..y our sch is like.so..stressful one arhx? siigh...after recess got eng..suddenly go in saw amanda shoutin..xia dao lehx..e class was lik..siao..duno how to behave..then we also duno how to write e names lor..cos e whole class was so noisy..sigh..dunno how to mak e whole class kp quiet..so mr lim come i jus tell him lor..then we got scolded frm him cos of amanda..but den its ok larhx..actually amanda shld jus noe both stories firs..then settle e prob...ya..be more carful nxt time amanda..i dun blame u larhx..*wink*..er..aft watchin e movie i was lik...face was so..sad lik tt...dun talk to anyone...siigh..aft sch got e-maths..i told vivian bout it..then she was lik...dun reali lik her also lor..i was lik men men bu le lor..so pissed....n depressed..siigh...hope dafang dun call..if not i gonna scream at him..

stupid cher...

2005-03-31T03:27:00.000-08:00

went to maris stella high todae aft sch..last min jue ding one..lolx..then went there bout 3 plus...eat till bout 4..go into e sch bout 4.30..saw raphael..then i also drawin e plastic bag mmahx..lolx..then go up..saw one vv kb teacher....ask miie so many question..then i gif her bu shuang e face.she den go into e music room..tanhua n i go 'find toilet' then go bac..then e stupid cher there kb..scare we lost mehx...even pigs noes how to tink lor...then go inside sit inside...so cold..then dafang came over to pass miie e money..then i duno y sot sot then giv bac...then jude came to giv mie also.then accepted his..haha...but then he looks funny..new hair style..then i kp dao dafang..lolx.then co ends le..then went to find dafang..throw the swan($10) to him..haha..then he say..if i slap him then he dun wanna giv mie e money.then he let miie slap lehx..then i slap..haha...but nvr get bac my money larhx.. i oso duno y i gong gong dun take...lolxthen went ooff wif chew chew..haha..then reached aljunied mrt station le..he la..i haven alight..then he drive..then bac wheels go over miie leg..so painful lor.siigh.hope we get gold for SYF..

P.C

2005-03-28T20:44:00.000-08:00

so siian.ytd waiteed for jude to call in...frm 9+ wait till 11+..i cant tahan le then slp..went sch as usual...so sian...got stupids maths aft recess..two qns..she took one whole hr to teach..i was lik..dozin off..ZzZzz......then got readin..ben lim not around..e shuai ge lao shi came to relieve..so shuai....my god!!! not fa hua chi la..is jus tt he is reali shuai la..belongs to yang guang nan hai type larhx...how can b teacher?dot.x..among e teachers in our sch.he is e most shuai teacher...omg..hahaha...then aft sch chiong al e way to jp buy tanhua n da fang's prezzie.. so nice lor..how i wish i can haf one...hope is he giv de larx..heex..then i will b v happi..so shuang...haha...then RUSH all way bac to sch.chiong all e way to third storey get bags then gocombine..everyone was not there n not ready lor..so pek chek..then tt stupid chew kp ask miie playyyyy e huo ban pa..hhha....then vv p.c lo..then came home..siigh..nth much happen..tml still got co..siian..

maddies..

2005-03-25T21:19:00.000-08:00

so shuang..meet clarice n tan hua at bout 11.30..*late* then we went to harbour front centre to tak lunch..be4 tt walk walk..haha..then eat...bout 12.20 le..th thy all called n asked where r we??? then i was lik..askin em..if thy wanna eat then go fj find us lor..if not we go find em...then thy say thy wanna come fj then sui bian..thy came liao then sit there..we sitted at e fj till lik 1pm.then go off...then as we walk tanhua was so mad..kp laughin for duno wad reason lor..then stone at outside e cold storage..at last we made up our mind..so go to sentosa lor...so MANI PPL...paid for e admission tics..yz gor say wanna go dolphin lagoon...i was so happi..cos i lik dolphins..so nice..so chio..dotx...then went to palawan beach..yz gor was lik bu shuang,ask us dun mak noise den as k us to shut up..angry wit him lo..then frm goin up e bus to palawan beach i was quiet al e while..thy was lik..'y donna guai4 guai4 de? so quiet'den until we went to hire e bike then i talk..haaha..cos vv angry mahx..we cycle up e challenge trail..so hard lo.so steep...nvm la..reach e top we stopped for a drink..then went down again..th yz was lik so brave lo...went down e steep slope..so scary larhx..tanhua went down e slope also..then clarice scare mahx..so i accompany her lo..ask her slowly go down e slope..then i was behind n wif her all e while la...cant let my darlin injuried..jk..senior mahx..then slowly she was lik not scare le lor...then went cyclin frm tanjong beach to siloso beach..ha...then iwas behind...to 'shou em' then michael thot i zi bi zhen..then ask miie cycle faster..actually no la..i was day dreamin..tinkin bout something...then he said he slow down jus to wait for miie..i say nvm larhx.nid not care bout miie jus go cycle..then i day dream till nearly knock into someone..omg...then cycle all way bac to siloso lor..so siian..nvm lehx.. i still day dream somemore..michael came to tok to miie lo...since i day dream till siao he oso bored..then tok to him lo...we was tokin bout****..told him everything..then he was so not realy tt angry la..but depressed...when we return e bike..he was sad sad de..tt was bout 4..then we wanted to go bac..in e end go to e beach play vb..ha..so funy..play vb till go play water..th dun wanna b wet cos he dun haf extra pants...michael was lik..since wet le..then..ok lo...then th kp runnin around.nvm..vivian still go chase..sot..oni manage to make him half wet lor..michael was totally wet..then play play play..michael so depressed lorx..duno y..then he was lik..let's go home la..th also follow...yz went to wash his legs then wear shoes come bac, we dun let th tak his shoes..then vv PC liao..then angry lo..yz came to tak his bags,he talked to us...clarice miie n tahua ignored him...cos we angry aat em mahx...so tanhua n i was lik bu shuang yang zi loex..i was reali angry at em la..tanhua was lik awhile ok le..then didnt tok to em lo.so slpy..we walked OUT of sentosa cos too many ppl qin for e bus le..not a vv long distance la..went bac to hfc again..go fj again..eat e curry noodles..so hot lor..om..then we chatted for awhile, then went off...gossip again...ha.ha..no more le lor...michael th clarice n tanhua thy all tak e mrt..i walked to e b stop..then we "hou hui you qi" lo...all of us went home bout 7.40..haha..nxt time mus ask more ppl come..more fun...haha...michael thy all so lame n funny lorx..aha.tink tts all le larhx..ha

FUn sia...

2005-03-24T22:34:00.000-08:00

YTd nite we conferenced...decidin where to go ltr...go funni lor..at firs oni mie clarice n tan hua..then we tok bout nigel n some stupid things..ha..then yz n tai hong called in..so funi lor..we tinkin where to go today....then thy said..er..cck.je..then orchard etc. ha..Yan Zhang say go changi airport..is lik vv far...he say can go there study..there v quiet..then can play sky train..dotx..he said tt can learn more bout tourism..so..dotx lo..but den also a gd place..vv quiet...vv nice place.can go c planes..wow..so nice...pathetic ideas frm em..but we decided to go harbour meet up lo..then c can go where???tai hong sot diao.td kp laughin...then kp there sayin no batt. yz say.tai hong.. go use public phone la..remeber jus put in more coins.then can talk longer..lolx..dotx...vv lame...after yz n tai hong hang up..we called jude.haha..he so gong...lolx..bout 11+ le..left miie tan hua clarice wan ting n jude on e line...tt jude n tan hua vv funi lor..kp arguin..lolx..too bad jude today cant join us..ha..got to go church help den got service..woohoo....haha..then now bout 12+ or 1 in e mornin le..jude called curtain to cal in oso...haha..then awhile ltr..clarice nvr call bac guess she mus b real tired le..lolx..curtain's voice so nice lor...so matured..omg...his eng VV slang...so..erps..so nice...jus cant forget it man...tanhua n curtain ytd so pei lor...is lik..miie n jude was so quiet..then tanhua n curtain was talkin to each other..lolx..so pei...scold jue also one aft another..lolx...haha.then we ask qian bian qns..so qian bian..then tt curtain so bian tai..shou bu liao..then bout 2am le...i ask everyone tired le arh?miie n jude said YES..then other two still so energetic lo...then no choice hang up lo..haha...then end e conversation i quickly so slp..ha....so nice....ltr shall c wad's gonna happen...

Yea..correct choice?

2005-03-24T18:31:00.000-08:00

as usual..went to sch..early morn...all kind of news..then go bac class..stupid express chi teacher lik bu shuang wit us..kp pickin on us..still nid do one chi review for her...wait long arhc..sure no one hand in de lo...then got 2 periods of lit...so siian...ms wong so sot...say nxt time if we waste more time then she gonna tak bac frm our recess...our recess is lik 20 mins=5mins...eat wad? dotx lo..she jus do wad she wans..tink of us can anot??.. so stressful lor..siigh..Yea...n Mr ben lim didnt come..ha...one whole hr free..so shuang...then Slp durin 1/2 period of history n whole 1 period of sci..Mr yeo stil say..nvm la..let her rest firs..she vv tired..haha...where got teacher so nice one..haha..then got 2 periods of maths..shou bu liao lo...slove e maths qns till i gong gong..so hard..n got new teacher come teach..then haf to try our best to adapt to her teachin..siian..last yr also..then almost everyone vv p.c wif mr lim..wu gui lim..haha...now left lo...after sch..go eat lorx..then we chat...then tok bout all kind of things.ha..ha..then went home..so tired...ltr tink gonna slp..then tml wake up go out wit gorx gorx thy all..ha..he or hiim??siigh...

FUn sia...

2005-03-24T18:19:00.000-08:00

YTd nite we conferenced...decidin where to go ltr...go funni lor..at firs oni mie clarice n tan hua..then we tok bout nigel n some stupid things..ha..then yx n tai hong called in..so funi lor..we tinkin where to go today....then thy said..er..cck.je..then orchard etc. ha..Yan Zhang say go changi airport..is lik vv far...he say can go there study..there v quiet..then can play sky train..dotx..he said tt can learn more bout tourism..so..dotx lo..but den also a gd place..vv quiet...vv nice place.can go c planes..wow..so nice...pathetic ideas frm em..but we decided to go harbour meet up lo..then c can go where???tai hong sot diao.td kp laughin...then kp there sayin no batt. yz say.tai hong.. go use public phone la..remeber jus put in more coins.then can talk longer..lolx..dotx...vv lame...after yz n tai hong hang up..we called jude.haha..he so gong...lolx..bout 11+ le..left miie tan hua clarice wan ting n jude on e line...tt jude n tan hua vv funi lor..kp arguin..lolx..too bad jude today cant join us..ha..got to go church help den got service..woohoo....haha..then now bout 12+ or 1 in e mornin le..jude called curtain to cal in oso...haha..then awhile ltr..clarice nvr call bac guess she mus b real tired le..lolx..curtain's voice so nice lor...so matured..omg...his eng VV slang...so..erps..so nice...jus cant forget it man...tanhua n curtain ytd so pei lor...is lik..miie n jude was so quiet..then tanhua n curtain was talkin to each other..lolx..so pei...scold jue also one aft another..lolx...haha.then we ask qian bian qns..so qian bian..then tt curtain so bian tai..shou bu liao..then bout 2am le...i ask everyone tired le arh?miie n jude said YES..then other two still so energetic lo...then no choice hang up lo..haha...then end e conversation i quickly so slp..ha....so nice....ltr shall c wad's gonna happen...

Shiok..but frustrated..

2005-03-23T22:45:00.000-08:00

Siigh...dam frustrated cos of tt stupid NGL..he la..sot sot one lor..say XX...XX oni say she heard tt he is gentle mahx...then he sot diao le...he thot XX dun wanna b his fren..walao..y he lik..Pms? no.. is PSRS..shou bu liao.......he say i go his sch extra..wad e shit he wans lo....tink he so great mehx? tink i chi bao so bloody free mehx? go msco..SOT LA..NGL.idiot...PSRS La..irrtatin guy..sot de...tink u vv gd arhx...go fan xing bahx...siigh...today horx...we conferenced..got miie clarice vivian n da fang..haha..we tok bout nigel..psrs de..irritatin Guy..then is lik..ppl scare of him jus becos he is fierce..wt..dotx lehx....ha..then we tok bout how to deal wit nigel...ha..so hen xin..

ways to deal with nigel lim:
1) knock him out...then brin him to e huo hua chang then burn..
2)knock him out...brin him to the hospital...tak out all the organs n donate..
3)c him..'nigel' *slapped*..

ha...dun care he gonna read tis anot..i jus hate hiim...he jus sot diao...i noe we r too hen xin..haha..he wanna beat us then anything lor...be4 he can beat us...e prob is..can he stepped into our sch? step into our sch also got prob..how come in..lol...hahah....then we tok till so bian tai..haha...k la..enough le...MARIS CATHOLIC HIGH rawks..

Fun day

2005-03-20T23:52:00.000-08:00

Hey...so siian..mayb on e followin week...not goin plco anymore.. so siian...play e mei li kong que...omg..wan die le..firs time c e scores c till i nearly mad...i seldom c scores till lik tis de...vincent..shit..er xin...dun play lor...duno how b serious den wanna b zhi hui...erps..dun say bout tis le..today so fun...miie clarice n vivan went crazy...all sot sot de...haha..after lunch...we go cs 'shop' for choco...haha....then guess walk..i walk walk n walk then suddenly got one tall guy in front of miie...then i look up..ha..is tai hong...xia dao wo..then i stun..haha...then so funny..vivian n tai hong weare e SAME COLOR shirt,,haha..vivian was lik blushiin..haha..then nvm..we bought e MERCY choco n some sweets then go plco..ha..then after while..realise we didnt buy water so lik..go out again n buy..ha..then ask gor gor if he wanna help us buy...thy bought JOLLY SANDY...dotx....ha..didnt drink it la...then we took to pac of ferrero rochor then throw to tai hong..we wanna c if he will pay mahx.. in e end he reali paid for it..then i was lik.om..then suggested tt we should return him e money..each of us give $2..manage to giv em la..ha...then we walk back to e cc...so sian..vivan clarice n gor lik clod battle..giv sweet all used throw one..haha..then all bu shuang..haha...then thy kp sayin tt gor didnt wana giv em e jolly sandy...hahah..then break le..i draw on e white board...maris catholic high sch..haha...founder:YAn zhang...Principal:tai hong.. Vice principal: prahlad...haha...students:vivian,donna,clarice,jude,nigel,jude etc. ....teacher: MR chew keng how...hahha...dicipline master:rong chuan..am:rebina...haha....we are founded in e yr 2005...mar..hahaha....so siao right...there is oni a class....we are 2MADDIES...yea.....hhaah..then go home lor....then th yz miie vivian n clarice we like 'walk' together...th n yz wanna return us e money but didnt manage to la..cos is we'owe'em de...then on e mrt.mi passsss em e mercy choco...then thy tricked miie..asked miie open den th quickly put e money in..thy dun wanna tak..i jus leave it on e floor...then thy bring it over again..haha..tis time round vivian put it on e floor for em...ha..thy got no choice jus to tak it lo..haha..thy lik kp sayin thy lik so miserable cos we give em e money..haha...nvm de la.. jus tak it lor...hahahha...then th yz left e train...we lik kp wavin hands to each other..we are so SIAO..haha...then lleft miie clarice n vivan on e train..we chged to west line...then nxt stop i alight le..haha..so fun lehx..go out wit em..hahah...mchs rox

sigh

2005-03-19T00:25:00.000-08:00

Today so siian...Spend whole day doing...bet tt my class sure got alot haven finish hw de..heex...lolx...er..ytd we talkin bout co..tt prahald dun wanna come our sch to c..tink u verii gd mehx? somemore GOLD IS acceptable..walao..pls la..we learn sth frm u ppl..n there r lots of things u can learn frm us lo...SOOOO MUCH...u vv hopeless llo...u dun wan dun wan la...tink we xi han? ur msco dun get gold is ur fault not ours! PLs lo.forget it..hao xin mei hao bao..u chi kui also not US!!! haha.. tml got plco..sigh..gor gor mayb not goin..then no jokes liao...how??? siggh...still tinkin of hiimm..

Sad cny

2005-02-10T18:44:00.000-08:00

Siigh...still got wad? miss him lorx... had a quite sad Cny celebration... miss him lik mad... on cny eve was chattin with him happily.. so happi leh.. but now coz of one dumbo then everything was ruined..grr...ytd was quite ssad...then whole dae jus talk to elephant gorx...... haha/.... always so happi de.. duno y...then luvs sweets...then he kp eatin sweets... eat n slp n play.. he horx.. later become elephant...he is nice larhx.. always help mi de..i vs apple wine lik mad k!!!! I luv him lik mad.. duno y..hope he dun tink tt i m foolin his feelins..i tink i lik yong jie lehs... how? as well as jeremy... i prefer guys tt is in music...duno y...yong jie looks cute in his sch uni... haha..he rox larhx... xh korx korx is nice.. hah...jus hope can bac wit him..luv him always...